4 months later
Jazzi's p.o.vv
Omg I'm as fat as a cow..every minute mikinna kicking the hell out my belly like crazy, dang I can't wait til my love is born. Well, of course I had to tell my stupid daddy about mikinna ( my love of my life), so he actually did something that makes sense, he kicked me out and told me to stay with my baby daddy. My daddy knew good and well he couldn't beat her out of me.so now I'm staying with Tay and his mama that obviously hates my ass to death.
" oh shit! Tayy!" I yell squezzing my belly
" bae! What happened... What's wrong...?!" Rubbing my back looking all around the room.
" I'm having the baby dumb ass!"
I said yanking the shit out his collar.
"Oh shit..OK..OK..OK.." Yelling looking nervous as hell.
He scoops me up and lays me in the back seat of the car while I yell the whole way there.
" aye man...NURSE... My girl in labor!" Yelling all scared.
They put me in a wheel chair and push me way to the back where they get me in this big room and lay me a n this bed while the this nurse comes in and tells me to breath and don't panic.
"Come on Mrs.McGee breath... Breath..1...2...3...." The nurse says looking calm and soothe.while I'm over here panicking, sweating, and screaming.
The doctor comes and puts a cold wet towel on my neck.
" its positive your baby will be born a month early and were not positive that this birth with be successful, but there is no time to waste this baby is coming any day now, so ma'am I want you to give me one good push...OK!"
I push with all my might, but the pain was unbearable, and I felt uncomfortable, I felt like I was gonna shit all over myself but I pushed..and pushed..and pushed til finally baby mikinna ( MIC-KEENA) was born. And every thing went black.
" ma'on your baby is not breathing properly, when gave her too smacks on the highney to reduce some heart movement but nothing happened, we will be keeping your baby til her heart pace is on track.
"Oh...OK..as long as she's OK." I say calmly holding my tears back.
" hey bae" Tay said running in giving me a bear hug. Bringing in flowers, balloons, and my favorite candy " Skittles".
"Aww thanks bae, but let me tell you baby Mikinna has some heart problems but I know she'll be ok. I promise to you she will.."
" oh, let's hope so.." Saying looking sad but with high hopes.
3 weeks later
We have left the hospital, but run back and forth seeing mikinna, but she is not getting any better. We decide we were going to go up there today and go check on her til we get this phone call.
" hello..Brittsworth Hospital?"
" yes im her mother"
" oh my God, don't say anymore."
I went to the hospital for 3 hours and
I stormed out my room and leap into Tay's arms crying and beating against his chest til caught my eyes with a confused look on his face.
" you lied to me, you said you promise Mikinna would be OK...well..she ain't OK alright..." Yelling and crying easing to the floor balled up in a corner.
"Wait...bae what you talking about...what happened to Mikinna...bae?!" Sounding frightened
" she died OK...!" Yelling but having my voice to become hoarse.
"Jazz quit lieing man..that ain't nothing to play wit..." Pretending not to care but I can feel the hurt in his eyes.watching those two tears fall from his eyes and the heat of his body.we did nothing else for that whole day, I don't even recall eating.
We just balled up together on the floor til we went to sleep.
Jazzi's p.o.v.
I became really depressed after I got back from her funeral my whole life has changed since that day...I pushed every body away ...even the one I loved Tay.
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