As i appeared behind the young Nara I was extremely tempted to decapitate him where he stood. Hidan was severely bloodied and covered in paper bombs. They sensed my presence and the Nara jumped forward and spun around, losing his concentration on his jutsu. Not that it mattered, as Hidan looked up and saw me there was no recognition on his face. It was saddening but I knew that i did not resemble that human body any longer. Our eyes met and i spoke in an unearthly tone. "I have arrived to set you free Hidan. You can be at ease." His face contorted into one of confusion. "Who the fuck are you?" he asked. I sighed deeply, knowing this would happen. "I told you i would come for you, my most loyal follower." His eyes widened in realization, his jaw dropping. "No fucking way. You're Jashin?" I simply nodded as i turned to the Nara once again. He was staring at me with wide eyes. "I will give you only this one chance. Leave now young one, and i will spare your miserable life." As i spoke my eyes once again began to swirl in shades of black and red. I could feel the child's fear spike, but i could also feel his almost unwavering conviction to end Hidan once and for all. I looked at the boy in pity. "Do not waste your life trying to fight a god. I understand what Hidan did hurt you. But would the Deceased really want you to die so carelessly?" With one last look toward Hidan the boy grunted and took off, looking back often to be sure he wasn't followed. I wasn't interested in the boy though. The second his back had turned i had already sent a wave of wind to untied Hidan and place him gently on the ground. As i walked toward him i could feel him shaking slightly. He dropped to the ground in a bow before i could even get to him. I knelt down and grabbed him by the chin, forcing him to look at me. "Please stand Hidan. We know each other too well for this to be necessary." Hidan's eyes widened again. "Know each other? I mean maybe you know me but up until a few minutes ago I thought that you were a man!" He was frantic, seeming beside himself. I was not used to this from him. "Are you disappointed that i am a woman?" "NO! No of course not. Thank you for wasting your time in coming to save me." He tried to bow again but i grabbed his elbow. "Please do not bow to me. Not you." As i said that i realized what this meant. Even without my human body i was still in love with this man. "Hidan. May i ask you a question?" He looked shocked before speaking. "Of course. Anything for you. but can't you just take the answers from my mind?" I smiled at him. "I could, but this is something i don't want to force you to answer. I want you to do it of your own will." I could tell that he was confused but he nodded his head anyway so i continued. "Why is it that you have recently begun to almost double your sacrifices?" He froze for a moment, obviously not expecting that to be my question. After a minute however, he took a deep breath and answered. "I fell in love." My eyes grew twice their size but he didn't notice as he was looking at the ground as he spoke. "My actions changed drastically and i felt as though i needed to atone for such feelings to even exist in the worshiper of a god-- I mean goddess!! like you. When she left i was beside myself. I even tried to convince her to be with me. When she refused me is when i realized how soft i had become. My heart broke, but your worshipers are supposed to be carnage incarnate. I apologize my goddess." My heart broke at his words and my brain wasn't in time to stop my mouth. "I'm so sorry Hidan." He looked up quickly, eyes like saucers. "What do you have to be sorry for?" It was time for him to know the truth. "I am sorry because of all of these lies. You have been hurt so much, and it is my fault. I should never have let it come down to this." I placed my hand on his cheek, healing his wound instantly. He didn't notice though. He was too busy staring at me in bewilderment. "I'm sorry. I don't understand." I tuned by voice so that it would sound as it did in that human shell i had before. "It's my fault because I couldn't let you love a lie." Hidan stumbled backward, falling to the ground. I wanted to go and help him up but i knew it would only startle him more. A single tear slid down my face and his eyes grew even more. "There is no way." He spoke softly. "No, Kira is just a human. You're a god. how is that possible?" I sighed, looking down at Hidan sadly. There was no way he would ever see me the same. "We were in a time of such peace that i became bored. I decided to follow Orochimaru around for a while t sate my hunger for chaos when he was just a young boy. I followed him in human form and he eventually joined the Akatsuki. So i needed to make a name for myself, one people believed, so that you would all seek me out and i could continue to watch him. But then i noticed how interestingly twisted everyone in your organization was and when Orochimaru left i decided to stay. You were the first of my followers i had ever met. It was so fascinating that i wanted to observe you as well." Suddenly his face got bright red. At first i thought that he was mad. But then, "Oh my god!! I tried to sacrifice my goddess to herself! I attacked you! The way i spoke to you... I GRABBED you! Oh good lord I tried to convince a goddess that she was in love with me." I couldn't hold it in any longer. I busted out laughing. Leaving Hidan only more confused. "I was so sure that you would be mad, possibly even turn against me and renounce me as your god for what i had done to you. Yet here you are freaking out about what you did to me? Yes i am a god, but i specialize in destruction, death and chaos. Things that you, Hidan, absolutely excel at. So how could i be mad at you for being exactly who i knew you were?" He visibly relaxed but i could see a sadness around him. I walked over to him, placing my hand on his shoulder. At this he tensed, but he did not move away. I knew this time why he was sad. It was obvious. He believes that as a goddess i could never love him. "Hidan" He looked up at me and i smiled. "I would like to ask you a very important question. This Question needs to be fully thought out so you should take your time. I have all of eternity to wait for a response so do not be in a rush." He nodded, his sorrow still slightly clouding his eyes. " I will be taking on another physical body. I have grown wearing of simply watching the world and have grown fond of being a part of it these years. If at any point in the future you maybe want to come with me, I would like that very much. You see I don't like to travel alone, and over the years of being Kira I too had fallen in love." His eyes grew sadder still, obviously not understanding. "So you want me to help you find this love of yours?" I smiled and laughed softly. Making him once again look at me. "No Hidan, I'm asking you to help me explore this love that i have for you." His eyes grew wide with enchantment and disbelief. "You love me?" I nodded my head. "I'm going to make my new body and then i am going to set off for a new adventure. Id like it if you would come with me, but if you chose not to and change your mind at any time then i can be back in the blink of an eye." I grabbed his hand and traced a pattern. "Now no matter what form i am in, i can transport to you quickly." I turned and walked into the forest but only got a few steps before Hidan called out to me. "Please wait!" I stopped, fully turning around to look at him. "I want to come with you. I've never been more sure of anything so don't ask me that." I smiled and turned my head to look at the earth next to me. "Then there is no need to waste any more time." I waved my hand at the ground, twisting my wrist a few times to mold it as it took shape. Now standing before us was the body of a young woman.(Picture shown{Do not own}) I walked up to it and began to breathe my life into it, disappearing in the process. As i opened my eyes i was staring into Hidan's. He stepped forward, snaking his arms around my waist as his forehead came to rest on mine. "Are you ready to go then?" I asked cheerfully, my voice the same as in my last human body. "He smiled and leaned down, Kissing me for the first time. It was a moment neither of us would ever forget. "I've never been more ready for anything in my life."He spoke quietly. And just like that our story both ended and began.
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Jashin (hidan love story)
Fanfictionwhat if our lord jashin was not what we thought him to be. god of death and war jashin is both feared and worshipped. but what if jashin has been among us since the beginning? what if our beloved god was actually our goddess?