Chapter 2 Im Not Okay (I Promise)

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by xxidiotkilljoyxx

by xxidiotkilljoyxx

(Frank's POV)

As I kiss Gerard, he widens his his eyes, pulls away, and sprints to bathroom. I get out from under the covers and run after him. I find him on the floor, helpless, gagging then puking.

"Gee? Are you okay baby?"

Then he gives me a look that I've seen before, but wish I could forget. That look was the look of helplessness he gave me when he was depressed and suicidal. His beautiful hazel eyes were so desperate and helpless.

"Y-Yeah, I-I'm fi-fi-..."

Then he starts puking even more.

"Okay. We're going to the hospital when you're done," I say getting on a knee and rubbing his back,"I won't leave your side. I promise."

Gerard finally finished about a hour later.

"You shower in here and I'll shower downstairs. Hold on I'll get you some clothes." I run into our room and get him something I think he'll love.

"Here you go." I hand him the clothes and kiss his pale cheek.

After I get done showering, I get into some pretty decent clothes:

A white button up, pale blue jeans with ripped out knees (of course), and my black converse.

When I get dressed, I run back upstairs to Gerard.

"Gee? You okay?" I knocked on the bathroom door. No answer. "Gee? Are you okay?" I say louder.

Still no answer.

Oh no.

He might be drinking again.

Now I'm nervous.

I will not let that happen.

Luckily, the bathroom door is unlocked. I open the door to find Gerard with his headphones and iPod. Relieved, I run up and hug him. He got startled at first, but then hugged back. I took a look at his beautiful red hair down to his black misfits shirt, and then his black pants and boots.

"Nice choice," Gee said to me.

"I knew you would like it," I replied,"c'mon, we gotta go to the doctor."