It's been a while since I've felt this way.
The feeling of nothing, to fade away...
I've not thought of killing myself once in months
but these past few weeks, it's all I can seem to think about.
I don't know where this is coming from,
why it's coming back.
I'm doing pretty good right now,
but I guess I'm really stressed.
And I know I'm not going to try anything,
I know I'm safe.
But, these thoughts are so loud and I feel so alone.
But, I'm alone by choice because I can figure this out on my own.
Right?
I know I need help,
but I don't want it.
I've lied for so long
and now look where it's gotten.
So, I told my therapist that my depression is coming back.
It went better than I thought,
as I am home and not in the hospital.
Now, I just have some adjustments being made
but from here on; I'll become stronger.
YOU ARE READING
the girl and the moon.☽
Poezjaa lost girl in space of her mind, felt lonely, scared, shouting cries. so she wrote out her feelings, sent them to the moon. he was the only one that listened. that truly understood. -cover picture is not mine. -some poems do mention depress...
