15 March 2019

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Hey guys!
I can't believe that it's been a year and a month exactly since I had last updated. Many things have happened. Some were terrible and some were beautiful. I am surprised at how much can happen in one year. It feels like I have lived an eternity when I remember the highlights of my feelings and memories but it feels like such a short time when I realise that it's already over so fast. It was one overwhelming year and I have truly learnt a lot about the world and people. Some of the reality dissapoints me. But there are better things in the world that keeps my hopes high. My today's update will not be a poem but it will be a dairy entry for yesterday.

Dear dairy,

I am confused about my feelings. And more confused on what I should do. Life runs as per normal. I go for my dance practices and then either go for my CCA lessons or go out with a friend. What's so confusing about that right? Well what people don't know is my small little secret. That I don't know if I should share. I am nervous and scared of what reactions I would face. There is something private about my life that no one knows of. It's something new though. But I can't seem to understand and get the hang of it. But I can't tell it to anyone. And I thus, cannot analyse it. I want to tell someone about it. But I am unsure about the reactions and the responses I will get. I tried to hint it. Didn't work very well because I would always deny it. Am I in denial? Oh no. See, I am confused and lost. Any advice?

Buzz
Hir

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