Adriana's Notebook

Chapter 17

Hello my amazing readers out there😊💕 It just hit me that this is the last chapter of Adriana's notebook😱 It totally slipped my mind🙈😭 I did say that it was a monthly diary that Adriana wrote during the year after she was rescued so this mean we at the end😭 It is now December but dont worry there might be two parts to December's entry or I might decide to just write everything in one chapter, I shall see how it goes🙈 I hope you guys enjoy this chapter as it is our last😭😭 I still cant believe it😭🙁 Anywho I hope you guys enjoy this chapter❤💋
PS I may not end the book here, it all depends on you guys if you want me to end it and give you guys closure or to continue writing.😂

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10 December

A lot has happened in this past month, a bit too much for me to handle both physically and emotionally. 

Xavier and Alex has been stressing on ways they could rescue their sister and I was stressing because they were stressing, which was not good. I needed to be strong for them.

Xavier moved in after we told Alex about their sister and I wished I could say things were good between us but it was not.

He would leave home early in the morning and come late in the afternoon. Taking out his all his stress and worry in the only he could, with me.

Don't get me wrong the sex was amazing, as it always was but sometimes he would take it a little too far and it would hurt for a couple days.

He apologised so many times and I just said it was fine. I had to be there for him, I had to support him, he was my love, my life, my light in all this darkness. I don't think I could get through life without him.

"Baby..." He called out to me.

I looked up at him. "Yes babe?" I asked.

He held his head down, not daring to look me in the eye. I frowned and sat up.

He crouched down and placed his hand on top of mine, which was resting on the side of the bath tub. "I am sorry my love...for everything" He said softly. I swear I saw tears welling up in his eyes but he blinked them away.

I reached out and cupped his face, he leaned into my touch. "There is no need for you to be sorry, love." I smiled reassuringly.

He lifted his head and looked me in the eyes. My heart broke at the sadness swirling in them. "I hurt you." He said sadly. I knew what he meant but all that didn't matter.

Or did it?

"Xavier, stop it." I scolded. "Yes you fucked up many times before but you are here with me and that is all that matters." I smiled.

"I really want to make you my wife before it is too late." He chuckled bitterly.

I looked away, knowing that we could never get married any time soon, especially since I am legally married to Alexander. There was too much bad things going on right now.

"You are already late, I am someone else's wife." I said and he growled.

"You are not anyone's wife. You are mine and mine only." He said possessively, his eyes darkening and his grip on my hand tightened.

Everyone would be terrified by the look on Xavier's face. He looked like a beast that was ready to attack. Except me that is, I found a very possessive and angry Xavier a massive turn on.

"Yes, master. I am yours and only yours." I replied. "Why don't you show me what you would do if I disobeyed you?" I purred and he groaned shaking his head.