I'm Not Okay (Dorbyn)

Five

Daniel's pov

I tossed and turned all night. I couldn't get what happened earlier out of my mind. I couldn't tell why. It was either the fact that is missed Jonah and Jack. And I can't believe I'm saying this but I even miss Zach. I still can't believe that I let them split the gang up. The other reason was Corbyn. He was so understanding as to why I freaked out. He is so kind and understanding even though I've only been with him a couple of times. I didn't trust many people. Thanks to my mom leaving when I was eight and my dad leaving three years ago I had trust issues. I wipe away another silent tear as I reach into my bag and grab out the picture. I kept it framed at all times. I didn't want to risk getting anything on it, it was to precious. It was a picture of me and Jonah at a carnival. I was on his back and we both had huge smiles on our faces. I was holding cotton candy in one hand and Jonah shoulder in the other. I remember that night clearly. It was when we put all of the gang stuff aside. We left our vests and all of our worries at home and just enjoyed being teenagers.

"Jonah can we go on the ride pleeeease." I beg. He chuckles and hands me the cotton candy he had just bought.

"Only if you ride me." He replies, taking a bite of his treat. I pull a piece off and pop it into my mouth.

"I would but I don't know what you mean by that because if you're talkin about the way I'm thinking that's for later." I giggle. He lets out another small giggle but his cheeks go pink.

"I mean let me carry you." He says taking another bite of his candy.

"Well in that case deal." We both giggle as I climb onto his back. I whispered sweet nothings in his ear as he carried me over to what was called the zipper. The entire thing spun around while the little carts they put us in spun around too.

"You two are so cute it's sick." I heard someone say I turn Jonah around to see a smiling Jack and Zach. Jack had a camera in his hand. "Let me take a picture." He stood in front of us and took the picture. The flash of the camera brings me out of my memory. Or it could be the voice of someone.

"Come on get up." Mike says loudly. I groan and slowly take the blankets off of my body. "Finally! I've been trying to get you awake for half an hour I was just thinking about getting Corbyn."

I chuckle slightly and sit up. Then I panic and look around to see that my picture was on the nightstand next to me. I grab the picture and hug it tightly. I wipe away another tear.

"Is that your boyfriend?" Mike asks. I nod and smile. "He's cute." I chuckle at his statement.

"Thanks." I mumble slightly. We just sit there looking at the picture for a little while.

"I'm gonna get in the shower." He says. I nod. He gets up and I look up at the window. The sun was bearly up but I could hear the voices of Corbyn and the girls out in the living room. I walk over to my bag that still had my clothes in it. I didn't put them in the dresser yet so I had to find my clothes. I end up putting on an MCR shirt and black skinny jeans with combat boots. I throw my vest over my shoulders and walk out of the bedroom and down the hall to the living room area.

"Hey Daniel." Michelle says. She notices my shirt, the same one she had on. "Nice shirt." I chuckle.

"Thanks." Mike comes out without a shirt on and a towel wrapped around his head. He has black ripped jeans on.

"Michelle did you take my favorite shirt?"He asks, taking the towel off. His skin was pink and although he didn't look active he was in shape.

"No did you check your bag?" She asks like it was obvious. He rolls his eyes.

"No I didn't think about checking the most obvious place that it would be." There was venom in his voice. The girl simply smiles.

"You should go check there then." Mike sighs in defeat and walks back to the bedroom. I chuckle and flop down next to Michelle. Mike comes back out with a shirt on. He sits next to Corbyn, who simply smiles.

"Ok do as you know already you guys are going to have classes and stuff." Corbyn says. We all nod and look around at each other. Corbyn opens his clipboard. "Well here are everyone's schedules and we start today after breakfast." He says with a smile. I groan and look at him with a death stare. He looks at me funny. "Is something wrong Daniel?" He asks. I stand up.

"As a matter of fact yes." I say. He crosses his arms. Such a queen.

"And what would that be?" He asks. I roll my eyes.

"I'm legally above the age of eighteen which means that I can not go to these classes if I choose." I say with sass. He uncrosses his arms and gets into my face. I don't stop it. He doesn't yell, he say anything, he simply smirks and backs away.

"Fine them, stay in this camp forever, never find a job, never see your boyfriend again, never get married. But don't come running me when your life is in pieces because I'll tell you that I told you so." He tries to take the paper from my hand but a grip it tightly. He raises an eye brow at me.

"Fine I'll go to the classes." I mumble. He smiles.

"Good, now let's go get breakfast." He winks and walks away, turning his back to me. I silently flip him off before following the rest of the group to the mess hall for breakfast.

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Only one chapter for today because my brain hates me and decided that I should not be happy so yeah

Also I've noticed that y'all only pay attention to my books when I write gay shit and honest same so see ya tomorrow peeps.
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