I'm His Roommate [Bxb]

Chapter 39

I was tense and Worried it feels like the World is Ending in just one wrong move

"What if Tyler leaves?

" What would i do?"

The questions repeated in my head like a replaying song i cant get over with

Tears started to fall and heart start to ache

"Ugghh... fuck this shit bakit ba kasi hindi pede maging Kami?!!! Bat ba ang dame mong pakeme tadhana?"

I cursed fate for bringing me this troublesome destiny

I let a deep sigh and Drinked my beer

It was late night and i can't effib sleep while Tyler's already there asleep

I stared at my Lovers sleeping face and touched his hair..

Thinking.
"Siguro nga mali na maging tayo,Siguro nga Hindi talaga Tayo para sa Isat isa But Fuck that,I don't care about it as long as you're with me I'm fine about that no matter what i will not let you go."

I said

Faking my Belief

Raising My Hope

Gambling with Destiny

Cursing this Fate

And All this Shits going through

But to tell you

That all lead to

That all

Yeahhhhh

Thaattt all lead to..

Shittt

Tyler's Pov.

It was just a normal day but something gone off the Normie

I saw a Video of Jean's business getting off and shutting down

It leave me tense and so i called my Father

"Dad what the hell is that?" I said

"I told you things would make it hard for you and Jean,But you didn't listen,So i thought of Bakit Hindi ko pahirapan yung Pamilya ni Jean ,Maybe If you see that and Probably once he knew about this you two will just break up and jean will suffer"

"So choose are you going to States and cutting ties off with Jean or You're going to stay there seeing Jean suffering "

It left me Speechless,And Stutered

"Dad Pls Reconcile,Pls think over again,Hindi mo kailangan gawin sa Gantog paraan"i said

" But it's late now Tyler,if you go here in states then i might bring back Jean's Family business"

"Okay,Dad,Just pls don't make Jean Suffer di ko kakayanin "

"So I want you to come to states by this Week,Son,Don't disappoint me"

I didn't tell about it to jean,I'm sure he was going to cry and gusto ko lang sulutin yubg panahon ba magkasama kami

So i never told him and which i regret

So on the 5th day i headed to America

Lefting jean with a letter

I can imagine his face while reading that

And I'm also crying when i remember him

"I'm worry,I have to go,Kung hindi ako aalis madadamay pati pamilya mo,I don't want you to suffer jean,I'm really sorry...Sorry.... Soryy. Patawarin mo sana ako"

Jean's pov

"So yeah that all lead to Effin disappointment"

My tears was overflowing while I'm reading the letter

Aaaaahhhhh!!!

I threw my Things all around my place punching the wall and the Bed

Crying off

I break down again and again

"Tangina ,How dare you do this to me Tyler"

"How...How dare you....I love you and yet you leave me like this,I don't know what to do anymore,Hindi ko kaya ng wala ka Aaaaaaahhhh!!

I passed out because of exhaustion and when i woke up i still cried

My eyes we're read and my eyebags was showing

Napabayaan ko sarili ko and it last for a month bago ako maka hinahon

My feelings are lingering for tyler and when ever i remember him my heart aches

Something that no one could heal is a Scar of a broken heart

I was lost in thought everytime

I'm not that mad just because you leave me,Galit ako kasi yung pagmamahal ko di mo na mararamdaman,sayang naman ohh

Minsan lang ako magkaganto pero ang sakit sobrang sakit

Tyler leaved now and I'm all alone

The Place was never been this quiet when I'm with tyler

Our Moments was like a Movie that i want to repeat..

But it was never a Happy ending

Things go the way i don't want to and right now is what i need is just a Moment of silence for the lack of better words

A/n:Sorry guys for the Long update and thank you for reading hahaha