I'm His Roommate [Bxb]

Chapter 47

"Just kidding love, I won'T ever and will never break any promises anymore, so wait for me...Pinapangako ko i will have you back soon" he said

he did change. It was my first time seeing him Motivated with emptiness

"Tyler...Hindi na ko babalik, I'm Leaving after this semester...I want to go away here. Kasi andito ko lahat nakuha yung sakit...and ayoko na talaga" i replied

"dito lang naman yun eh, I'll follow you...anywhere"

I sighed, he started driving down the road and guess what we are here in Makati and i know he's not taking me back to Cavite

"Including you Tyler, kasama ka dito and if you're still here how can i move on?, We've hurt each other so much, Itigil na natin to Tyler" i replied

"Don't be like this Jean, sayang naman yung pinagsamahan natin" he said holding back his tears and i know that it hurts

Letting him go was killing myself too...It hurts so bad. but it's for the good, for the both of us

"It's for us, Yung pamilya mo they need you there in States and ako kailangan kita dahil mahal kita...pero di ko makakaya na makita kang problemado ng dahil sakin"
barely, i hold back these tears

"there.. you could find someone and remember na hindi ako kawalan for you. You are Tyler Rosswell you have Looks, Fame,Money. Papatay lahat para sayo. Literally You don't need the likes of me and even Me"

"DON'T TALK LIKE THIS JEAN!, I don't want to hear you talking this Jean. I don't care about those Looks,Fame and Money.. That I'm Tyler Rosswell so i should date somegirl with the same level...THAT WOULDN'T DO!"
he burst out...i know he can't hold those tears anymore and it hurts more.. I'm not really prepared for this

"Jean, Yes my family needs me pero pano naman ako? Kailangan kita, What do you think will happen to me magiging masaya with just my family alone. Tangina naman oh! You made me Happy and then you give me satisfaction and motivated me to pursue my dreams and then POOF! mawawala ka nalang bigla sa buhay ko?"he said

He stopped the car at an Alley.

"Pero pano nama——"

"JEAN! JEAN LAUREL YOU ARE JEAN LAUREL! YOU ARE YOU AND YOU ARE THE PERSON I'M DEVOTED TO MY WHOLE LIFE FUCK ALL THOSE THINGS THAT HOLDS ME BACK FROM HAVING YOU! I LOVE YOU SO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!" He shouted

"I'm leaving the car." i said

"IF YOU LEAVE! I'LL KILL MYSELF JEAN SO DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE! I'M TELLING YOU I'LL KILL MYSELF!" he shouted again

"WTF! DO I WORTH THAT MUCH?'

"YES.. YOU ARE... SO PLEASE!"

I stepped back to the car and stay. i can't leave him now, he just blurted out that he would fvcking kill his self

but what should i do?Why did it turned out like this!, I really want to rest and just have a peace of mind

"You shouldn't kill yourself. It's a waste if you did that. it's like telling me that all the things I've done was worthless."

"that's exactly what I'm telling you. I need you. I can't live without you, it may sound desperate but i really am desperate."he replied

"Let's go to a hotel"i said

"Oh...okay" he stuttered a little and a bit shocked

"Let's have sex there" I said

"WHAT?!" he stopped the car out of shock

"WHY THE HELL DID YOU STOP THE CAR!"I said

"Are you Bipolar..Kanina lang gusto mo ko hiwalayan and now you want to have sex? are you crazy?"he said

"maybe i am...like you said fuck everything and so I'll fuck you"

I hastily pressed my lips on his maki g sure that not to miss everything. I unbutton my pants and sit on his lap still kissing him

"s...stop jea....jean.." tyler said

"STOP JEAN!. I know you are doing this para iwan ako habang tulog ako pagkatapos natin tong gawin ang I will not let you do that"he glared at me

Yup. I missed those ferocious eyes who captured me and Probably I'm crazy now for saying

"I'll meet your parents...I'll go to US and meet them and ask for you telling them I'll marry you. " i said

"WHAT?!!!"

Sorry guys for this but I've been in a slump for years and I can't continue it like this, Promise I'll do good at I'm his roommate book 2 hope you still support this!