I'm His Roommate [Bxb]

Chapter 26

I was speechless and It Stressed me more

I realize how Dumb i was Dumping Him but i also realize na pag pinagpatuloy ko pa to he might get misunderstand baka akalain niya pa na May tsansa pang mag kabalikan kami

"Wala kang masagot Jean?" He said as he Damp the Wet cloth on my Forehead

"Ye.. ah..." i nodded to him

He scratched His head "Aaah!,it's embarrassing!, Bat ko pa ba sinabi yun Just Forget it Jean... i mean everything" he faked a smile at umusod ng unti

And it made me unconsciously Refuse shooking my head and it made his eyes widened

"What do you mean Jean?" He asked

"I wouldn't like to forget everything Tyler, at least.... Can we Be Friends?" I said hoping he wouldn't be mad about it

"Sure... Let's be Friends.. Right... Friends... haha" he said nervously

I sighed, and i closed my eyes falling to sleep again

***
I felt my body is taunted i can't even move an inch

It was super heavy It feels like i was breaking apart

I saw a girl Looking down on me, Glaring at me

"Hindi pa ba sapat sayo?" She asked sitting in front of me Lifting my Face towards her

"Hindi ka pa ba kontento?" The girl asked again as she lean forward with an intense glare

"Ikaw... Bat ba Ang Gahaman mo?!" She pulled away and slapped me

"You took Everything Jean... My friends, My Fame, His Attention, Evem Him!!!" He Intensely slapped me again

And i realize this was a memory back on middle school

I know i had a crush on a guy that time and i was infatuated with that guy that i even confessed to him but it turns out that meron siya secret admirer and i remember that girl was her the one who liked the same boy i liked

Though i don't know but I'm sure I'm not Gay it was just a Matter of Crush

"YOU!!, Why? Bakit ikaw pa!! I should be the one getting them!! I should be the one Who have that kind of attention!!!" The girl shouted making me go back to the topic he clenched her fist and punch me

I felt blood Dripping through ny nose as she beat me furiously

Every punch is filled with Anger Hatred, I saw many People Passed by but they didn't even help

And when she's done releasing her anger she walked out like nothing happened to me

I, stood up with this aching body  of mine filled with Wounds as i walked on the Sideways

I saw the reflection of myself on the Mirror i was badly wounded but all what's on my mind is what will happen at home 

I remembered my Dad was so Angry at me Thinking of me as a Gay son of him that he always beat me up everytime he see me acting and even sort of doing a bit of gay things

And thinking that i returned home

I folded my halds Tightly, Praying that my father Isn't there

And it looks like i don't have luck on my side i saw my Father right in front of the Door Glaring at me, Drunk

I looed for Mom, Alam Ko po-protectahan niya ko but just like I'm out of luck Nasa Trabaho si Mama

Sinubukan ko umalis but my father said "umuwi kana Jean!"

I turned my back at Dumeretso ako sa Pinto

He then closed the Door Makibg the Slamming sound as i knew He was Clenching his fist Ready to beat me into a Pulp

I ran to my room hastily but my father Grabbed my bag and Pulled me Towards him and Punched me

I felt the tears flowing on my eyes

"IKAW NA SALOT!! MAWALA KA NA SA MUNDO!!" my father said as he Punched me in the Stomach making me vomit

"Bat ba ako nag karon ng Anak na katulad mo!, Dapat Hindi ka nalang na Buhay!" He said again as he Punched me again

My mother didn't know that binubugbog ako ni Dad

Kasi ang alam ni Mommy Good terms kami

But ib reality it was the opposite i fear him, Hindi rin ako nag susumbong dahil alam kong mas Masasaktan pa ko kapag nag salita ako 

Ganito lang siya Kapag Lasing And Kapag May Problema lang siya

I was like he's punching bag every time he becomes drunk

And kapag Nandito si Mama He's acting like a father but i know he was just pretending

I gave up on that time i was full of Depression

I get bullied at School, I was getting beaten up by my Father 
And what i hate the most is that I realize that  

Every second, every minute, every hour I'm breaking apart and nobody seems to know — nobody seems to care.

***

A beep of the alarm resonated my room making me Awake

"Jean, Humupa hupa na lagnat mo but you look so pale you should rest a bit more" Tyler said, Worried

"No, 3 araw na akong wala sa klase mawawalan na ko ng Grades nito, I better Shoukd attend class now" i refuse to tyler and his eyes aren't that cold to me but i felt he was actin a bit Faking some of Expression

"Ikaw bahala but if you need anything else sabihin mo lang I'm always here Jean" tyler said

We both eat our breakfast and clean the room then,

I hear the Phone rung and immediately answer it

Hello? Si Jean to... i said

Ohh Jean i have a good newsFor you My son "
i heard the voice of my mother and it made me happy

"Ohh.... Ikaw pala ma..Tell me what is it?" I smile printed on my lips as it takes a long time before me and my mother Had a convo like these

"Jean!, Uuwi na Tatay mo!! He got has business to attend to!"
My mother said an her voice filled with happiness

But i was Stunned that u couldn't even said a word, I was scared it feels like i was in Ecstasy and just like that, the smile on my lips faded

I unconsciously end the call

"Are you okay Jean? "

To be Continued....

A/n: hey Guys! So sana Naintindihan niyo na kung bakit biglaan yung Pag bi-break ni Jean at Tyler well Jean Has something on his Past causing him to have This TRUST ISSUES