Anyway the wind blows (maylor) (deacury)

13. The door between

*deacury chapter*

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Freddie's POV

DEAKY AND I WERE CUDDLING?!?!

No no. This must be a dream. He would never think of me this way! He had always refused to cuddle with me in the past!

The way I see it, I have two options.

A. Snuggle with him and make the best of this

B. Get up and pretend this never happened

Hhhmmmmm

After a moment of thinking I decided with option B.

It would be wrong to take advantage of the sleeping baby bassist boy; even if I DO love him.

I doubt he feels, and will ever feel, the same way about me.

I looked at his calm face one last time before getting up. He's SO CUUTTTEEE!!! AAAHHHH! I swear I could hear him purring! ... no wait... maybe thats just my imagination.

Maybe I'm too obsessed with cats.

I slowly slid out of his grasp. I SWEAR I was tearing up at the thought of what could be if I stayed with him...

All that I have ever wanted.

I opened the door and started to walk out when my body suddenly took control and turned me around. I walked quietly back over to him and kissed his forehead before hastily rushing out of the room, and shutting the door.

I was in the hallway.

Deaky in my room.

I sat down and lay against the door.

Then I started full on crying.

"I love you John!" I whispered to myself.

John's POV

I awoke to the movement of Freddie leaving my arms. I didn't open my eyes... I just pretended i was still asleep.

I know, I know.

I'm a sneaky bitch.

I got sad as Freddie went to leave. I knew he didn't like me. Is so STUPID!!! How could a guy like Freddie Mercury ever like a guy like me?!

He opened the door and I felt like I was going to cry. Then I heard him come back into the room.

What's he doing?!?!

I felt the warmth of him over me. He leaned down and kissed my forehead.

WHAAAATTTT?!?!?!

I am SO CONFUSED!!!

A wave of heat came over me and I wanted nothing more than to jump up and hug him (or other things) but instead my stupid self lay there unable to move!

I heard him walk out and the door shut.

I jumped up so spasmodically I fell over. I got up, dusted myself off, and walked over to the door. I reached for the handle when all of a sudden I hear crying.

My hand slowly reclined. I realized it was freddie. I figured he was laying against the door so I lay against the door on this side.

Now I was crying!

Great.

I don't know why freddie was crying... but I was crying because I loved him so much and I knew he would never feel the same about me!

I took a deep breath.

"I love you John!" I heard him whisper through the door.

My eyes widened. did he know I was here?!?!

I wasn't sure. PLUS! It could literally be any John he's talking about! It's probably not me!

God. This thought made me cry harder.

Through my sobs I hear him say louder, "Deaky, you are the love of my life!"

I GASPED.

"WHAT?!" I sort of screamed. Then the door opened and I tumbled backwards.

Freddie's POV

"WHAT?!" A scream came from inside the door. I stood up faster than ever and opened the it.

A tear stained Deaky tumbled out the room.

"DEAKKKYY?!" I rushed down and lay him in my lap. "Why are you crying? Are you ok I-

He cut me off by jumping up and smashing his lips against mine.

We only broke off because we needed air.

"I love you freddie!" He exhaled, pulling my hair a little bit.

"I love you too Deaks!"

And we kissed again.

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Hellooooooo! Sorry this was short. Do you guys enjoy the deacury chapters? (It will go back to normal next chapter) I just wanted to say thanks for all the support! -am