Afraid

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Rachel

I walk into the living room and see all the guys watching tv.

I avoid looking at Tucker... I know I should be, but I'm scared to talk to him...

I know he hates me.

Like... a lot...

And it hurts so much, but I need to give him space.

I was scared to tell him about this... that's why I didn't...

Scared he would yell at me... break up with me...

think I'm a slut...

"Yo yo yo Rachel in the house!" Cody laughs.

I smile. "Morning"

Tucker turns to me and I gulp, avoided his glare.

Tucker turns to me and I gulp, avoided his glare

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He hates me...

"Wanna watch tv with us?" Benny asks.

I shake my head. "No, I'm actually about to go ride"

Tucker rolls his eyes and looks away.

I frown and Jackson looks at me. "Are you okay?" he mouths.

I nod with a smile and they sigh.

"Well have fun" Benny smiles.

I smile before walking out of the house and walk down to the backyard to catch Charlie.

I've never felt so heartbroken...

I love Tucker, no doubt! But I don't think he feels the same anymore...

he's ignoring me.

I should've just told him.

"We're taking it easy today" I slide my hand across Charlies neck. I tack him up, put my helmet on, and mount. We walk in the arena and I warm him up before going into a trot then canter.

"Woah!" the guys walk out, clapping.

But no Tucker.

I walk over to them. "Where's Tucker?" I ask.

"Inside with Caroline" Benny says.

"We can tell he misses you..." Jackson frowns.

"No... he hates me. I'm too scared to even approach him..." I get off Charlie.

Cody shakes his head. "Don't be! He loves you so much!"

"No he doesn't... not anymore..." I frown.

"He's just upset, doesn't mean he doesn't love you anymore" Jackson rubs my shoulder.

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