School and Secrets (SOUMAKO)

Time. Chapter 6.

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We didnt really have friends inside the fence, well some tried at the start by after everyone started dying one by one the gave it up. Funny how you can give up on people when your life in danger, it was interesting watching how one day they would talk and the next pretend that person never existed. I didnt even try to make friends, I was stupid enough to try and make others like me or get along. It was just me and no one ever tried to come close to me even on the first day they never came close, so why should I try and lie to them about who I am. 

They all hated me and feared me over one little thing. Just because I didnt cry, not once. Even on the first day we came to inside the fence, everyone else in my call of 100 was crying but not me I just had dead eyes and a blank face making the rest think of me as a monster. I didnt cry when the first person died in class, I didnt cry when we watched someone be killed, I didnt cry when we saw dogs kill and I sure as hell never cried when I first killed someone, to be honest I had a hint of joy in my eyes making the guards to even fear me, funny right the ones making me do this shit and doing this to me are scared of joy in my eyes while I'm covered in a man blood. I wasn't happy killing the man but I felt pain and dear as I killed the man, I felt something after so long of being empty, why wouldn't I have a little joy in my eyes.

But there was this one kid, he was in the class older then me. We never once talked or even tried to get along but he stat opposite me during my first week. No one else wanted to come close after not seeing me cry on the first day or seeing me a monster but he just walked over with his gross meal and sat opposite me then started eating. After that he always sat opposite me during meals and we never talked but we often just stared at each others eyes like we were just saying everything in that one look. I didnt feel attached to him or anyone but if we ever passed each other in the halls or during mix training we meet eyes like it was our thing. No words but no matter where we were we would stare into the other eyes before going back to whatever. 

He wasn't a friend or anyone important he was just an older hid who would me my stare. We was never closed and never tried to be, we were happy as we were not talking and just having a quick stare. I heard he was an the top of his class and many of the other kids in his class wanted to get close hoping they live longer if they did, idiots when you die you die no matter who near you. He was the best, I saw him training and he was good. He did train with me once after a couple years of staring with me but we still never talked just stared. It was fun I could say but we never training together again. 

It wasn't until half of my class was already dead and I heard his class only had five left when I sneak out and looked in his class once. I had hope and I guess respect for him but once day he never came to lunch. I waited at dinner and notice non of his class was there, so I decided to sneak our after dark and go to the halls where his class cells was. If I had one regret it was looking down those cells. Every single one had a new child that came to the fence that day inside. I sneak to the number he was and looked in the cell it was empty what gave me a little hope he lived until I heard a guard. My hope in him left the minute I heard "milo, he was sent to fight since they found blood in his cell" the guard echoed and what the second guard said next finally crushed any joy is my eyes "well I guess we make money before he drops dead haha, too bad I heard he was the best and yet he die fighting in a week" the other guard laughed and excited they get money for milo.