School and Secrets (SOUMAKO)

Pain. Chapter 4.

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THE NEXT DAY.

"morning" i say with a bright smile as i walk to the roof with haru and greet all our friends, i see a slight shock in sousuke eyes so i guess he wasn't expecting me to act normal. "hey, isn't it great that we got a free day at school" rin said excited. "its not a free day we all still got to ware school uniform and we only free to do whatever in school until we called for our check ups" rei said annoyed since no one knew why the whole school had a sudden check up today and every student was free to do whatever inside school until there name was called in the speaker to come to the nurse room. "but we all get to chill out together all day, i bet this would never happen again so lets enjoy it" nagisa cheers. "yeah lets all have a good time while we wait for our names" gou smiled brightly and everyone cheered.

"where kisumi, its wired not seeing him hang with us" haru said looking around worried since the pink hair basketball idiot been hanging out with us since i told him haru saved him. "he said the basketball club was doing two hours of extra Patrice since it rare to get days like this, so he come find us after" Sousuke said with a straight face and both me and haru nodded. 

"makoto" a voice I'm really starting to get annoyed with, miss miho has already said way to much in front of the others and now i know they on school grounds its not been easy. "yes miss miho" I smile trying to act normal and she hands me a note. "i was told to give this to you before your called" miss miho snapped before walking away and i turned to read it. 

MAKOTO

COME TO ROOM 2B AT 2PM OR SEE YOU NEW FRIENDS BECOME RED PAINT

"shit" i whisper so no one hears, last night really hasn't helped me at all since i know they would shoot everyone around me like it was nothing. I stay smiling and hide the note in my pocket so no one reads it. "what was the note about" haru ask me with worry. "oh nothing much the nurse wants to see me at 2 to check miss miho not been getting kids to hit me again" i kinda lie with a smile. "oh so makoto gets a one on one with the pretty nurse" rin jokes with a grin and i roll my eyes. "wow makoto who would know you were such a bad guy" nagisa laughed with everyone. "we better hide up all the good women in this school before you grab them" gou smiles and made everyone laugh more. "i guess there really is something too good to be true" rei smirked since they see me as kind, good looking face kind of person.

"very funny but its only to check for new marks" i lie with a kind smile and everyone pouts at me. "sure whatever you say playboy" sousuke smirks and i couldn't help but smirk a little. 

AT 2PM.

"come out" i yell as i walk into the room, sensing someone else. "hello makoto" a voice he knew to well said with a smirk and walked over to me. "why are you here, in the school" i ask watching the man walk over to the window. "for you" the voice says and turning to me with a smile. "i wont come back not so easy" i warn him and he giggles. "oh i know that but can you cope with having so much blood on your hands" the voice smiled and pointed out the window to the roof where all my friends was laughing. ]

"you wouldn't get away with killing them, they good students and they wont have a reason to die so everyone will know who you all are" i yell and he smirks. "oh that only if they find the bodies, we torcher them all slowly and make there death slow and painful, then we leave notes in there rooms saying they ran away. no one will ever know the truth" the voice laughed and i gripped my top harder. "come home" the voice said a little dangerous. 

"no" i hiss and his smile fades into anger. "dont make me waste other lives to drag you home" he hissed and slammed the window. "give me until the end of this school year, then i come home and do whatever I'm told" i say with a smirk. "i wont waste time so you can play around" the man hiss with anger and walks closer to me. "i wont leave until the end of this year, even if others have to die for my selfishness" i warn and he stops in his tracks. "if a war you want then a war you get" he snarls at me and walks towards the door. "i just hope your little friends can survive  our war" his smirks before slamming on the door. "i wont let you harm any of them" i hiss and i just him laugh as he walks down the hall. 

WITH MAKOTO, AFTER SCHOOL.

"i dont agree with a war, involving so many innocent students lives" miss miho snaps at me. "i wont let anyone die, i protect this school and win the war all by myself but please just give me this" i beg and she looks at me before sighing. "fine, i talk it over and try to win the head over with your idea" miss miho says in a defeat and i nod before i leave. 

"i will win" i whisper and walk down the hall. 

LATE AT NIGHT.

I wake up with a shape pain and I'm grateful i was trained to hold in my screams because if i was a normal boy i hate everyone running into my room. My heart is killing me and my brain wont stop pounding. "is it a new drug or weapon, how did i not notice" i say thinking it could be the man playing dirty but then when i couch and look to my hand. Everything was clear, he would never do this since he wont risk losing me. My hand covered in my own blood and the pain makes sense. I seen this so many times before when i was in the fence and i guess its finally caught up to me. 

After the pain stops, i wash my hand and face so no one would ever know. I dont have time to worry over something like this, i need to protect everyone and win this war. With help from miss miho who got the head to agree with a jungle trip for a week, my plan was set and ready. This war was going to end my way and i wont lose no matter what even if i have to sacrifice myself. This is me and i will stay as me not as makoto. 

THE NEXT DAY

"did you guys hear about the trip" gou said excited. "yeah they taking us to an island for the holiday, isn't that so cool" rin cheered. "i hear it gonna be really posh and only the first years class will be going" kisumi said with a smile. "this school really is great to give all the first years a nice posh holiday" rei smiled as he looked up from his book. "lets all hang out and have fun during the holiday, since the more the better" nagisa smiled brightly.  "but dont it seem fishy they just give us a random good holiday and forget about the points system for a week" haru asked with worry. "oh dont worry lets just enjoy it" i step in with a smile. "yeah i guess we find out when we arrive on the island" sousuke said with a grin and crossed his arms. 

I'm glad it was a Saturday and we didnt have school. The pain was hell but i kept cool and acted like nothing was wrong. I dont know what i do if i was stuck in class in a uniform with this much pain. i held back my coughs until no one was around or when we went to the loos. Everything was going fine and i was happy. But i knew once the new week started it be hell for me. 

I just need to hold out and win no matter what.

I'm going to finish my first year of high school and be free before becoming the monster everyone fears. 

I will be me and no one else until I'm ready. 

I will be the true makoto.