the next day i woke up with michael awake next to me. he had his arms round me and i was on his chest. i started playing with his chains and he kissed my forehead making me blush
Y/n: you are up early for once
Trippie: yeah i need to get to the studio soon just to get Wish finished
Y/n: you go do that i need that out as soon as possible! gonna be on my playlist as soon as it comes out
Trippie: it will be out some point this week
Y/n: you-
Pump: ESKETIT! AYE WE GON HIT THE STUDIO TODAY
Ski: Aye aye aye aye
Esther: y/n , what are you doing today
Y/n: i don't know yet
Esther: look at Jade still sleeping
Jade: i'm not sleeping
we all laughed.
Trippie: imma start getting ready
Y/n: nooooo wait
i hugged him
Trippie: alright just a bit longer
he laughed and hugged me. after a while he got out of bed and took a shower. ski and pump went downstairs. i got a text. i checked my phone. it was my gay best friend, Elliot. Elliot was a pretty boy. he was mixed race and had pretty curls. his dress sense was so cute and he had a golden glow to his face.
*Text messages*
Elliot: hey we need to catch up. wanna meet today girl💕
Y/n: hey Ells! yeah sure but where you tryna go?💕
Elliot: maybe the park and then we could go get something to eat? x
Y/n: sure, i've been craving five guys recently let's go x
Elliot: 1?x
Y/n: on it boo, see you then x
Elliot: see you then x
*End of text*
Me, Jade and Esther just relaxed for another couple of hours
Y/n: imma go meet elliot soon
Jade: Elliot is so pretty
Esther: isn't he?! he is badddd
Y/n: well i'm meeting him at 1 at the park. what's the time now? 11
Ski, Pump and Trippie came back into the room.
Ski: we are leaving, we will be back soon
Pump: bye ya'll
Trippie: bye
he hugged me quick before leaving. i better start getting ready. i showered, done my hair, makeup and put on my clothes. i didn't eat before i went out as i didn't wanna be too full before five guys.
Y/n: guys i'm gonna go now, byeee
Esther and Jade: have funnn
I smiled and left the house. I put in my earphones and listened to music. I played Romeo and Juliet by Trippie. I hummed along to the song and then got to the park. I saw Elliot standing there in a yellow champion top with blue ripped jeans. he looked so cute!
Y/n: hey Elliot!
i hugged him tight
Elliot: hey mami
i hadn't seen Elliot for months. the last time we saw eachother he came with me to do my nails.
Y/n: how have you been?
Elliot: i have so much to tell you!
Y/n: lets save this till we get to five guys
We walked to five guys talking. We both put eachother on our snapchat stories. We arrived at five guys and ordered our food. it came and we sat down.
Elliot: well i have gossip
Y/n: spill the tea sis
Elliot: first of all it's boy problems. so, i went out with this boy and i guess it was kind of a first date. if you wanna call it that. we were just talking about food and things and then he asked one of my favourite foods and i said chips, cheese and gravy and i asked him if he had ever tried it and he was like no. i mean who's never tried chips, cheese and gravy? come on now
I tried to keep up with him as he was talking quite quick. i raised an eyebrow at him and looked with guilt.
Elliot: oh don't tell me you've never tried it
Y/n: erm i haven't tried it
Elliot: oh my god. honestly you need to try it and it wasn't even the fact he hadn't tried it he pulled a face in disgust. i looked at him confused and told him to shut up and he was like i didn't say anything and then i was like your facial expressions say it all babes
I cracked up laughing
Y/n: i've missed this Ells
I laughed even more.
Elliot: i missed you too my love. and the other thing i wanted to tell you was you know Laquisha?
Y/n: as in the lightskin one
Elliot: yeah. never guess what? she slept with Trey, sucked his dick and left half way through the night to do that with Devontae! Then in the morning she woke up and went to Cuba's house with the rest of his friends and goodness knows what went on there. Apparently the neighbor heard moaning
Y/n: damn Elliot. you know everything! how did you find all of this out?
Elliot: everyone tells the gay nigga anything
he laughed.
Y/n: i have something to tell you. oh yeah Esther and Jade miss you
Elliot: aw i miss them too. what is it?
Y/n: me and Michael are officially together
Elliot: oh my god girl! i'm so happy for you! you've been liking him for the longest right? wow must be nice
Y/n: yeahhh and i've just realised! you've only met him once
Elliot: yeah i know i need to meet him again! i love his music
Y/n: and me and him. well we-
Elliot: you done the dirty
Y/n: yepppp
Elliot: you freak
he laughed
Y/n: i can never take you seriously
i laughed again
Y/n: you know what? he is probably back from the studio now. it's been about 3 hours. he is probably home right now. let's go and you can come see everyone else too
Elliot: lets gooo
we left five guys and walked back home. i knocked on the door and Ski opened it.
Ski: aye. hey Elliot. y/n i think Trippie is mad at you
Y/n: why?
Trippie walked round the corner
Trippie: YOU KNOW WHY? OH AND IS THIS THE NIGGA YOU BEEN HANGING WITH TODAY
he pulled out a gun and Elliot ran away.
Y/n: Elliot! come back!
I walked in the house
Y/n: what's wrong with you?
Ski: i think we should leave
Jade: yeah
everyone else left and went upstairs
Y/n: Trippie you need to calm down. it's not what it looks like
Trippie: CALM DOWN? WHEN ALL YOU BEEN DOING ALL DAY IS HANGING WITH OTHER GUYS? ALL UP IN HIS FACE HUGGING HIM? OUT EATING WITH HIM? TAKING PICTURES? WELL GUESS WHAT I MIGHT AS WELL START DOING THAT WITH OTHER GIRLS! BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO I WOULDNT! BUT WITH WHATS JUST HAPPENED WHATS THE POINT OF ME EVEN LOVING YOU IF YOU DONT APPRECIATE IT?
Y/n: Michael it's not what it looks like. I can ex-
Trippie: FUCK YOU Y/N! I TRIED TO LOVE YOU BUT I GUESS WE DON'T WORK OUT
Y/n: AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE DOESNT WORK? WHEN YOU DONT LET ME EXPLAIN MYSELF! YOU DONT LET ME SPEAK ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOUR EMOTIONS AT THE MOMENT! AND IF YOU DONT WANT TO LOVE ME ANYMORE DONT LOVE ME
I began to cry. he didn't care.
Y/n: SEE YOU DONT EVEN CARE RIGHT NOW. IM HURT, MICHAEL I REALLY AM. I HATE IT WHEN WE ARGUE BUT YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT LOVE ME ANYMORE. i'm really hurt. you know i love you and it's just you but you obviously don't love me back.
I cried even more and my voice got quieter towards the end
Trippie: YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE HURTS? WHEN YOUR FUCKING SOUL MATE AND THE GIRL YOU LOVE WITH ALL YOUR HEART GOES AND HANGS WITH ANOTHER GUY! HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL? HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL HU! GUESS WHAT? I DONT THINK I CAN LOVE YOU ANY MORE.
He got even more in my face. i could see the pain in his eyes. my heart shattered. he doesn't love me. wow
I threw my phone at him and threw the necklace that he brought for me too at him too. I walked away slid down the wall burying my face into my sleeves. i wanted this pain to go away. i love trippie, i really do. he is just too good for me. i felt someone sit besides me. i looked up and saw Trippie.
Trippie: look up. we need to talk
i didn't listen
Trippie: i said look up
i looked up and walked away.
Y/n: i'm done with you. i don't love you anymore
he looked upset. i went upstairs and went inside my room. i just cried and cried until i fell asleep. i must have slept for a long time as i went into my room and slept at 4 and i checked the time and it was 8. as i checked the time, my phone had blown up with messages from Trippie. i was confused how my phone has got into my room after i threw it at Trippie. i sighed and went to the bathroom. As I walked there, Ski walked out of the room and hugged me
Ski: it's okay sis but you need to see Michael. I've never seen him so upset before.
Y/n: i - i don't think i can
i walked to the bathroom, looked at myself and cried. there was a knock on the door.
Jade: y/n. don't cry
Esther: you and michael clearly love eachother. you are both crying
Y/n: he is crying?
Jade and Esther: yeah
Esther: and he is trying to get high as fuck
Jade: he hasn't stopped smoking. he's had like 10 blunts and he hasn't been talking
guilt came over me and i walked back to my room. i couldn't take all of this so i went back to sleep. i got a text from Michael.
*Text messages*
Daddy😍🤤❤️ - Good night I love you
Y/n - I love you too, don't forget. Can we please talk?
*End of text messages*
I got a knock on my door so i opened it. It was Trippie. His eyes were red and he still had tears in them
Y/n: oh Michael
He looked at me and cried even more. He lifted is hand to scratch the back of his head. I flinched and he looked shocked.
Trippie: you thought i was gonna hit you didn't you?
i nodded. he began to cry
Trippie: look y/n, i would never ever lay a hand on you. i don't care about the situation. i'm sorry for what i said. i didn't mean any of it i was just jealous. i didn't want you with other guys because i thought you would see they are better than me then you'd leave me
he stuttered
Y/n: oh michael don't think like that. you are way too good for me. i'm never gonna leave you. i just got a bit angry so i said it
i pulled him into a hug
Trippie: i'm sorry y/n. i'm so sorry i didn't let you explain but i now know Elliot wasn't doing anything wrong and most important neither was you. i'm sorry i said i don't love you because i do. you know i've only said i love you to you and your the only girl i've given a necklace
Y/n: i'm sorry too. i really am. i know you are hurt. i can see the pain in your eyes but please michael please believe i love you, only you. i'm all about you.
he looked back at me
Trippie: you don't have to say sorry, it should be me. i said those things out of anger. i won't stop loving you. i can't. it's impossible i only have feelings for you.
he looked more upset
Y/n: it's okay you can smile. please don't cry, it makes me feel upset. i've never seen you cry before.
Trippie: i only cry over important things. i don't cry. but this is what i'm saying, when it comes to you, everything changes y/n.
he stopped and played with my hands
Trippie: please take me back y/n
Y/n: this is why i love you. you play such a big part in my life and i never want to loose you. i won't take you back because i never left you. i love you with all my heart and i want you to know it
he looked at me and gave me a huge hug.
Trippie: i'm so sorry, y/n. i love you
i looked at him and kissed his lips and he kissed back passionately.
Trippie: it's you and only you
Y/n: you are my world and ain't nobody gonna stop it
we pulled away and pecked eachother one last time. we took a picture and both posted it captioning it "forever mine"
Y/n: but the reason is why we are both upset is because we both care about eachother and we don't want to loose eachother
Trippie: i love you forever baby
Y/n: i love you too but i need you to do me one favour
Trippie: yeah
Y/n: apologise to Elliot. he is gay, he loves your music and he is so kind. he wanted to meet you
Trippie: fuck i messed up. i'm sorry
he looked upset again. it looked like he was gonna cry.
Y/n: hey hey hey, don't cry
he looked at me and layed on me. i wipes his tears away
Trippie: i'm so lucky to have you
he sniffed
Y/n: i'm lucky to have you too
We kissed
Trippie: no matter how much we argue, you are always going to be cherished by me
Y/n: you are the most important person in my life
damn i love this boy more and more times i see him. we cuddled and before we fell asleep, he kissed my lips
Trippie: i'm sorry
Y/n: that argument is over our shoulders now. it never happened baby
i kissed him one more time.
Trippie: oh yeah here you go
he gave me the necklace. i put it on before sleeping
Y/n: oh yeah sorry i threw that at you. i love this necklace and it reminds me of our first date so of course i will never throw this away
i kissed him passionately and fell asleep
