Just a Nerd ||Completed||

26

Chapter 26-

This is the second times that he said those types of words.

Jungkook: You believe me, right?

I stay quiet for a while but, Jungkook speak up for me.

Jungkook: I'm seriously a pabo...

He lets out a sad chuckles. " So, Jungkookie is a type of people that drunk and become sad..."

Y/N: Jungkook-ah... Let's go home, alright?

He took a step back from me.

Y/N: Jungkook-ssi, you're drunk... Let-

I'm about to take his hand but, he moved it away before I do so.

Jungkook: NO! I THOUGHT THAT YOU M-MIGHT HAVE A-A BIT F-FEELINGS FOR ME BUT,..

He began to raise his voice which caught too much attention from people in the party.

Jungkook: YOU NEVER E-EVER REALISED HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!
Y/N: Jungkook, everyone is staring.. stop..
Jungkook: OH! SO, YOU'RE EMBARRASSING?! WHO CARE?!! YOU'RE JUST STUPID!

I was shook and heartbroken with his words.

Y/N: SO, THAT WHAT YOU FUCKING THINK?!! FINE! I'M FUCKING STUPID! YOU'RE THE SMART ONE!

I turn around and walk away from the crowds. As I walked passed people, they were whispering shit about me.

???: Oh my god... She is so stupid. If I was her, I would agree before he even opened his mouth.
???: Yeah, I agree.
???: Why is she so dramatic? Such a slut!
???: Aww... poor our oppa... Why did he even liked her? She's so fake.

All those mean comments making my eyes become teary.
I walked out of the party and saw a branch under a tree. I went there and sat down, trying to calm my mind.
As I try taking a deep breath, my mind stop me and burst into tears.

Y/N: Stupid! Stupid!

I used my hands to hide my face and cry into it. Not too soon someone pat my shoulder, making me looked to up to them.

Y/N: Seokjin-oppa...

He warmly smiled at me and sat down beside me.

Y/N: I'm fine, oppa... Go and stay with Sumin. She can do something crazy.

He chuckles.

Seokjin: She's already fell asleep.

I didn't reply and look down to my feets.

Seokjin: Come on... it's alright.
Y/N: It's not...

I still look down.

Y/N: Everyone think I'm a slut, a jerk, a stupid bitch. And especially, Jungkook...

I paused as his name come out of my mouth. It's hurt...

Y/N: He hates me now too...
Seokjin: Do you like him?

I look up to him, confused at my feelings.

Y/N: I-I don't know...
Seokjin: Y/N-ah... It's not too late. He's drunk. He might lose his control sometimes.
Y/N: No.. Only drunk people speak the truth...
Seokjin: Y/-
Y/N: Oppa, please...

He lets out a deep sigh.

Seokjin: Okay, alright. But listen to me, Y/N. Jungkook really likes you. You still have time to think

With that, he walk back into the party.

Y/N: Do I?

I wasn't sure about that question. "Do I actually like him?"

9:07 p.m.

I been outside and thinking for hours and hours. And the answer is still not there.
The music sounded to low down and I'm guessing they are asleep. So, I went back inside since it's also freezing outside.

Y/N: This is really a mess.

The house was a rat house for sure. My eyes wondering around, looking for Jungkook.

Y/N: There you are....

I said with an relief sad tone. I went over to him and pick him up.

Y/N: How much did you drink?!

Later on he said somethings, softly.

Jungkook: I... s.. I...
Y/N: What?

I get my ears closer to his face, trying to understand his language right now.

Jungkook: Y/N-ah, I'm sorry...

He keep on repeating at words. My heart dropped at his situation.
Y/N: Jungkook-ah, I'm sorry too.

I took him upstairs into a room and lay him down. He still repeating that words.

Y/N: *sigh* What should I do with you?

I took the blanket and cover him. I sat down beside him, staring at his face without noticing.

Y/N: Jungkook-ah... I'm sorry to hurt you...

I pecked him on the forehead and my eyes started to felt heavy.