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sometimes I feel left out
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and there's nothing I can do about it
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people have their own group of friends, where as I just have one friend (singular).
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everyone in class always has that one group of people they talk to, but not me.
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I force myself to talk to at least one person per class, not because i'm lonely but because i don't want to feel alone

the conversation is casual:
how was your spring break?
good, good
cool
yeah, how was yours?
good, I didn't do much
oh nice
yeah...

I try I swear I try
I try to communicate with my peers
or give a compliment here and there.
but they don't give the same energy back because they have their own people.

its fine though
I don't like them anyway
I don't want to be apart of that crowd.

I shouldn't be upset I don't want to hang out with them anyways.
I tell myself its okay to feel like I do
its okay to cry
its okay to feel emotions
its okay

im okay just a little
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