First Love | PJM ✓

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You ended up sitting in your schools bleachers where the baseball field was. You were also still crying, not like sobbing though.

You didn't feel that weak.

When you had got to the field you texted someone you hadn't texted in a while, asking them to come and give you company.

Taemin , you asked taemin.

While rubbing your eyes from the itchiness of them from crying, you hear a ding and look down at your phone.

Taemin 🔐💚: baseball field right?🤨

You: Yes baseball field

Taemin 🔐💚: okay, I'm omw.

After about 3 minutes you hear footsteps at the end of the bleachers and you look over to see taemin in what seems to be his pajamas and that makes you giggle.

"What are you laughing at?" He asks once he comes to sit down next to you.

"You have pajamas on. Did I wake you from your sleep?"

He chuckles. "Yeah , you did but it's fine. You needed me so I'm here."

You smile at him then look back up to the sky.

It was about to be getting dark any second now. The sun had went down and the few colors of the sky were spread out; orange , blue, and red. It was beautiful.

It was always you and jimins favorite because when you two were younger in middle school you guys would watch the light turn to dark.

"So, what um happened?" He asks breaking the small silence.

"Me and Jimin got into a argument." You sigh.

"So you ran away?"

"Yeah, I just didn't want to talk to anyone. But don't worry I turned my location off."

"Well , Uh I'm here if you need me." He smiles then opens his arms up.

You just look up at him and feel your tears come down again.

"T-Thankyou taemin." You fall into his arms and he wraps them around you and just rubs your back as you cry.

"I'm sorry, that I'm like this." You say.

"What? No don't be sorry" he states.

"I'm gonna be honest with you" you frown into his chest.

"I-I really, I like Jimin hyung." You wait a few then look up to see what his reaction was.

You watch as he went completely white , then once looking down at you he forces a small reassuring smile on his face.

"I kind of figured." He mutters.

"I'm sorry taemin. I truly am." You say.

"I-I just I don't know why. I just-"

"It's okay y/n. I liked you and I know you knew I liked you." His face closed up.

"But I should've knew that you had feelings for Jimin because I knew he liked you."

You frown.

"Jimin doesn't like me taemin. If he did I don't think I'd be here crying in your chest." You say looking back down at the bottom of the field trying to avoid his eyes.

You feel as he inhales and exhales until taemin had took your chin in his hands and made you look at him.

"Listen. You know when I suddenly disappeared last year?" You nod.

"Jimin fucking told me to leave. He didn't just beat my ass, I put up a fight but he tried to bring hoseok in it and I gave up." A vein popped from his forehead.

"Why would he do that?"

"Because he said that you and I were getting too close, and he knew I liked you."

"We were getting too close?" You repeat trying to remember the days where you and taemin were as inseparable as you and Taehyung.

"Yes y/n , I can't really remember what exact words he said that night but what I do remember is that he said he was in love with you and I couldn't step in the way of that." You gasp.

"But I got angry because it wasn't fair , I was in love with you too." He sighs in between his words. "He also said that , if I was here he'd never grow any balls to tell you. And I know Jimin wasn't going to treat you right so I came back , and he still hadn't made his move so I tried to make mine but apparently he didn't let that happen."

"Yeah I see" You mutter. He lets go of you and you sit up straight still looking at him. It was still dark and you wanted to look at your phone because you knew you hundreds of messages and calls.

"I'm happy you let me know" you say giving him a small smile.  "Thankyou, and i-im sorry it couldn't work out between us." You mutter.

His smile slipped as he looked at you. "It's okay, I'll get over it" he smiled sadly. You smile back at him then look back down to the field.

"Oh!" He shouted making you jump.

"Huh?" You ask

"Okay , look I'm not trying to burst you bubble more than it already is or anything but do you think could I ask you a question?" He says.

"Yes you could." You state

A flush crept up on his face as he began to talk. "Would you still go to prom with me?" He asked sweetly.

"I thou-"

"I know I know , but look if Taehyung doesn't have a date we could go with like all three of us?" He says smiling.

"Yes , I will go to senior prom with you."

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Do you guys think taemin is telling the truth? Do you believe that Jimin really likes you? ~

I'm most likely gonna update again today, because you guys wanted a double update!  (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)