First Love | PJM ✓

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Well here's an update; It's been about a month since you talked to Jimin.

Namjoon and Taehyung were now in the talking/being close phase and they were going to prom together.

Oh! and by the way prom was tonight.

You also hadn't talked to jimin in a while, and you hadn't even seen him in school.

You actually heard from chimin that he'd been locked in his room ever since that night happened.

You wanted to blame yourself on the fact that was happening but you couldn't, it was Jimin's fault. Not yours.

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"Jimin? Come on get your ass up" chimin grumbled. He looked down to the bed to his twin wrapped up in covers.

Chimin huffed then walked over to Jimins bed , pulling Jimin around so they were facing eachother.

"Ew , you look and smell horrible" chimin gagged.

"Shutup, no one told you to come in my room" Jimin said rolling his eyes at him.

"Whatever, are you coming to school today or what? You've missed like three weeks of school"  chimin said.

"If I missed three weeks then let me miss the rest"

Chimin lifted an eyebrow at Jimin then took a seat on the edge of his bed, laying an arm on jimins side.

"Bro, talk to me" he whined.

Jimin chewed on his top lip as he sat up more to talk to chimin.

"Talk to you about what? , I'm feeling just fine. Nothings wrong with me"

"There is, look at how skinny you are now Jimin."

Jimin looked down at his naked chest seeing his ribs and he quickly looked back up at chimin to try and make the sight of his ribs disappear out of his mind.

"You haven't fucking eaten in weeks...aren't you hungry? tired? lonely?"

"No I'm not , but I am fucking annoyed with you in here" chimin sighed, his chest falling slightly.

"I know this is because of y/n , but you can't blame him Jimin. He did nothing wron-"

"I'm not fucking blaming him!" Jimin yelled cutting off chimin. "Can't you tell I'm blaming myself!? Huh!?"

Jimin then pushed chimin off of him and stood up running his fingers through his hair in a frustrated manner. "I fucking miss him! I'm the reason he left! Because I was being a selfish asshole fuckboy who didn't know how to commit to anything or anyone."

Jimin was know holding his hands over his face trying to stop the small tears tearing out of his eyes.

While Chimin just sat and watched , knowing Jimin needed his space at a time like this.

Chimin didn't know what to do , or how to help him. He had knew his brother fucked up, and he knew he needed to fix it himself so y/n can know just how much he meant to Jimin.

"I just miss him so fucking much, and I'm so fucking stupid for messing this up." Jimin sobs.

He stops and wipes his tears and looks at chimin like he had realized something that should have been realized for a lifetime now.

"I love him so much, I've been in love with him for as long as I remember now." His eyes then flickered with love.

"I miss the way y/n made me feel, I miss the way he laughed when something was so fucking funny to the point where he would cry. I miss the way he would defend me no matter how much of an asshole I was and I miss the way he made me fall in love with him every single day of my life."

Chimin could tell Jimin was holding back his tears now. He couldn't think of the last time he had seen his brother cry. Knowing how much he actually loved y/n now made everything clear.

"You know prom is tonight , right?" Chimin said. Jimin just lifted his shoulder in a half shrug.

"Yeah whatever what does have to do with anything? He's going with taemin. I'm pretty sure he doesn't even want to see me."

"You don't know that."

Jimin sighed and crossed his arms. "Like I said , what does that have to do with anything chimin."

Chimin then stood as he plastered a large smile on his face. "I think you should go to prom tonight and surprise y/n. You know? Like apologize and stuff and be real to him so he knows you're legit and so he knows you actually want to be with him."

Jimin chewed on his bottom lip as he thought about the idea, but after a while he said a hard "no"

"What!? Why!? It could actually work!" Chimin exclaimed.

"But then again it couldn't, what if he turns me down. He couldn't even look me in my eyes that night and I know if he haven't seen me in weeks he couldn't do the same , and neither look at me like he used to." Jimin then raked his fingers though his hair.

Chimin ignored every word that had just came out of jimins mouth. He smirked then turned to his brother.

"Your tux will be here at five , and I'll be doing your hair. Also Yoongi and namjoon will be here with the limo at eight." Chimin them smiled and started to walk away.

He lifted his finger then turned around to face Jimin. "Oh and by the way, make sure you shower with the good scented soap bud."

Jimin rolled his eyes and groaned falling onto the bed backwards.

He was nervous on what was going to happen tonight.

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HI GUYS IM SO SORRY. The fact that you probably had to read the two last chapters to catch up is horrible. I'm sorry🤧.

But from now on I'll be updating like I used to! But unfortunately we only have about 3 chapters left! So please enjoy these last chapters. See you next update💜