Fourteen Grooms One Bride (Completed)

Dodging Danger

Three weeks have past and I am still at the Cabin , Luke, North and Marc are here with me now but they will be headed home later today , Butch , Jr and Sarah are headed back here to stay with me for a few days
I'm beginning to get Cabin Fever with being stuck here 24/7

I was snuggled up in Norths lap right now after we had just finish making love

" North I want to go home " I say
" I know you do Charlie Baby but this is the safest place for you right now "
" but I miss everyone I miss my home " I say trying to hold back the tears

North tightens his hold on me rubbing my back in soft circles

The bedroom door creaks open
" North we need to leave in about a hour " Marc Says

I slip off Norths lap and got dressed not saying a word leaving North in the room

Making my way outside to clear my head
I wander to the creek, I didn't want to be there when they left I know I'm being a brat but I am miserable with out all of them having two or three of them isn't the same as being under one roof
I find the little bench to sit on and sit down

" Little ones I'm sorry Mama isn't being herself right now I want to go home to all my husbands I don't want to run anymore what if I go into labor without them around what if I feel you three move for the first time and they aren't here to share it , Damn you Alejandro you are taking away so much from me this should be a happy time and I'm miserable not only because I feel huge but because I miss my family all of my family " I say to them as I rub my belly

"Damn it Charlie stop being so damn emotional"

" Butterfly you can be emotional Love your pregnant and this hasn't been easy on you "

" Marc " I say as I turn to see all three of them I stand up from the bench

" Babycakes we just want to keep you and the babies safe " Luke says as he comes to me

" I know Luke I'm just having cabin fever and missing everyone "

" I'll talk with Owen and Axel to see if you can go into town with Sarah today to get you out of here for a few hours " Marc says

" I'm not getting my hopes up Marc , Owen and I had an argument the last time he was here about all of this so I'm not exactly on his best side " I say

" Yeah we know and you know he's right "

" Yes but it doesn't me I have to like it " I say back

" Charlie Baby we have to leave in a few minutes I'd rather spend it holding and cuddling you then arguing " north says

" I'm sorry North I'm not in the cuddling mood right now I just need my space " I say as I see the hurt flash across his face it mirrors mine

North gives me a half smile and turns walks back towards the cabin

I feel the tears fall and the sob escape my mouth collapsing to the ground but never make it Luke caught me
I was picked up and carried back to the cabin

Sobbing until I can't cry anymore closing my eyes I'm exhausted completely utterly exhausted

Before I scum to sleep I hear talking
"Doc I think you need to come up and Check on Charlie she's having a really rough time she just cried herself to sleep again and I didn't want to rat her out but she's not eating as much as she should I'm worried about her"

" Okay , Yeah Sarah is here now I'll let her know , yeah we are leaving now "

I feel Marc's lips on my forehead
"Love you Butterfly and little ones "
Rolling over to my side I slip into a deep sleep