Letters that I'll never send you

The first

But it's actually not the first. Just the first I'd figure I'd publish
Damn. I'm speechless. Because I have so much to say that I don't think I can tell you right now. I don't even understand. You're genuinely one of the nicest people I've ever met. You have the best sense of humor. Although I pick on your dad jokes all the time, it's something I truly cherish. Today we talked we're having a random conversation. So random that I have absolutely no idea what we were talking about. But after I opened ur snap I literally buckled over and almost cried because I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me. And I can even comprehend why you put up with my whinny ass. I just want to pulled you close and snuggle in soft sweat shirts while we laugh at animals do cute stuff. I don't even know if this makes sense. But you make my days so much better. I feel like it's prob wrong to tell the universe that I love you right now but if this isn't love then what the bloody hell is it. I fall for you more every single day over the simplest things. Maybe I've just been hanging out with crappy people but you. You are by far my favorite person to talk too. I could go on for days but I'm going to stop here because you responded. Ughhh. I'm uwuing. I rly wish we were to the point where we could be unapologetic about whatever this is and could just cuddle for no reason.