Losing myself

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Hi. I don't know know who I can anymore. I think They've tried to bend me to so many peoples expectations that I can't function. I don't watch tv anymore. Not easily at least. It's hard to find books I like so I just reread the old  ones. I can't write anymore. My ideas are gone. I used to be motivated but I simply am not anymore. I can't be bothered to do anything. I just live in music and memes. I don't even know what I did today. Want to know a secret? I don't eat anymore. I barley sleep. I had 3 hours of sleep last night and only ate one meal today. I'm not hungry or sleepy. Tired yes. Tired but not sleepy. I get hungry I guess but I don't crave anything. I miss having a purpose. I don't even understand life anymore.

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