*Ashton's point of view*
I hurried to get my beautiful girlfriend some food. I made my way back to her room. When I saw the door was wide open I was confused. I ran through the door to find no one there. The room was deserted.
A doctor came in to where I was and asked.
'Are you Ashton Irwin?' I nodded, my legs suddenly beginning to shake at the thought of anything happening to my princess.
'Come with me'
'Is my Ivy ok?' My voice sounding worried.
' No I'm afraid not' she answered. 'I'm sorry I had to be the one to tell you but the doctors don't think Ivy will make it through the night'
My heart sank. Then and there. I swear my heart stopped beating for 30 seconds. I heard the bowl hit the floor and shatter into millions of pieces at my feet. I was frozen in the middle of the hallway.
The nurses cleaned up the mess. One grabbed my arm forcing Me back into reality as she lead me to the room they moved Ivy to.
I saw her pale face. She was as white as the walls.
'Oh my god Ivy. I'm so sorry I left you . I'm sorry. I Said beginning to tear up knowing that this might'n have happened if I had stayed by her side.
'Ash calm down. Are you nearly crying?' She asked. I was crying, but I couldn't care less.
'Ivy please you can't leave me' she took my hand rubbling little circles on the back like she always did when I was upset. She knew it would calm me down. But not this time.
'Ash, baby-' She began. 'Let's face it. I won't be here for much longer and we both know that'.
'No!' I shouted NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! Don't say that' I felt the tears starting to form again in the brims of my eyes, threatening to fall at any second. I watched her beautiful face. I couldn't believe how lifeless she had become compared to about 10 minutes ago. She was still the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen. No disease in the world could take that away from her. Especially not this one. Losing her was not an option.
'Ivy' I began my words shaky.
'Your my Angel, my princess, you are so strong for fighting this long. We can't lose now. I can't live without you . I just can't baby. I can't do it. The tears escaped my eyes like a waterfall.
'Remember your promise?'
'Which promised?' she asked.
'The promise you made to never stop fighting. Please Ivy please. You can't break that promise. I spoke , burying my face into her neck grasping her hands in mine. I could see she was on the verge of crying to.
'Ashy you can and will live without me. I never broke my promise. I never stopped fighting. But it's time baby. I can feel, m.me coming to an end... And you have to accept that. It's the truth you know it is. Ash your my world. You know that will never change. I never wanted it to end like this....
The tears were now falling from her beautiful blue eyes. Her face was going red and her eyes became puffy. She spoke again.
'I love you My Ashy. I always will.
'I love you to princess'. I said crying uncontrollably.
The doctors told me the machines hooked up to Ivy were the only thing keeping her alive. She told them to turn then off in the morning. I didn't stop her. I couldn't. It's what she wanted. It was her decision, and I understand. She was doing it for me. This way it would be easier to say goodbye. So I wouldn't have to see her suffer any longer.
That night I held her close to my chest, counting down the hours we had left together. She told me how much she loved me over and over until she fall asleep. I cried quietly as I watched her sleeping. I had to be strong. For just a few more hours. I had to. For her.
When morning came I felt like I was the one that was about to die. The doctors entered the room. She was still asleep. I pressed my lips against her forehead one last time as I whispered 'I love you My Angel' this was how I was going to remember her. Forever. As my beautiful Angel. I walked out of the hospital that day knowing my world was gone. She had left my life. But now she was my Angel. Well, to be honest, she always was. But now she was in heaven, where she belonged
The end
