just another day, i tell myself
but the truth is
i want the day and my life to end
i smile for those around me,
but they don't know the demons that are holding me captive
i sit here and cry
i die a little on the inside
but i still smile
and repeat the words "i'm fine." so no one knows the real pain
being hurt too many times
trusting people was mistake
because this is where it led me
it takes days, months, weeks, years
for me to find the people to trust
mostly those with a similar story to mine
just to be back- stabbed and hurt all over again.
the moment i didn't want to be on this world
a little angel of mine
whispered in my ear
and told me to stay alive.
the moment that happened
i woke up back into reality
with scars in my heart and my head
but with the right people who changed my life
and here i am now
just as successful
but no one really knows what happened
and when they do
they grab my arm and say "i'm proud of you"
A/N- Hey guys! I'm back from being AFK from my books, but now that its spring break, I can take some time to start writing again. Hope you enjoy some new parts to my book(s)! Make sure to vote/comment and share, Your support means everything!! Much love and appreciation -Jenn<3
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a mind full of poems
PoetryIt's hard to express emotion when you dont actually know how to put it in words. Poetry is a form of communication with the emotions we cant seen to express
