Exploring love

Chapter 8 Anas POV

So it's official! I'm going exploring with two random boys I met on the motorway.

Gotta hope they aren't some crazy murders who's whole plan was to lure us out to a place where no one would hear us scream.....

I let my imagination run wild for a minute imagining what would happen if that really was the case, when I get the feeling I'm being watched.

I zip my head around and swear I see Colby's head flinch like he's just done the exact same.

But no he couldn't of been looking at me. I mean what's so interesting about the back of someone's head?

No it must of been Luna looking at me. The only difference between her and Colby's is that if Colby's *was* looking at me, he doesn't want me to know, whereas Luna on the other hand, couldn't care less.

She is still staring me down, one head to the side. As if we are telepathic, I know what she's thinking. Cody.

But I'm stronger now, less dependent. He beat me half to death but I've only emerged stronger.

Haven't I?

She's worried Colby's gonna be my breaking point. Or maybe I've already reached it.

I haven't cried for years. Not even after the whole Cory thing and that's what worries her. She thinks if I take any more pain then all this bottled up *emotion* will come erupting out of me, volcano style.

I shrug her off and just try, try, to focus on this gorgeous boy standing a couple feet behind me.