Friends or Something |Reader X Yoongi|

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Lets get some angst in this houseee. It's not the best though. I'm not good at being sad xD.
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Reader POV

You:

I'm sorry Kei, it just won't work out, the communication

between us is barely there and honestly, I don't feel

the same spark I used to. I'm sorry, it's over.

Kei:

I saw this coming. It was fun while it lasted. Bye.

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I threw my phone down and sighed. Kei and I have only been dating for a good 7 months, and suddenly a new girl came around and it seemed as though she was more important than I was. Who would've known? Suddenly the phone started to vibrate on the mattress beside me. With a groan, I reached over to the cellular device and picked it up. 'Suga'. A smile strewn itself over my face as I answered the call and brought the phone up to my ear.

"Yo, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the park down the street for a bit." He spoke up into the mic and I felt my heart sink. What was I going to tell him? I literally just broke up with my boyfriend and I was pretty sure he already had a thing for me. Well, he always sends me little messages late at night and early in the morning, which of course warms my heart, but will he treat me different since I'm single now? Nah. Yoongles would never do that. Right?

"Y/N." I was snapped out of my thoughts when the sound of his voice could be heard again in the speaker.

"O-Oh yeah! Sorry, I'd love to go." I sweat dropped and hung up the phone after hearing the blonde respond with an okay and to be there in 10. So, with that I put on a simple pair of jeans and a grey cardigan with a light blue crop top underneath. It was the end of April so the weather outside wasn't at all cold.

Leaving my little apartment I headed down the street to the park and smiled to myself along the way. Some people on the streets looked at me funny, but I let them. Wait. Why am I so happy? I just lost the battle with the love of my life to some petty rich girl. I should be crying my eyes out right about now! Then the smile sunk and remained as a frown. I should really tell Yoongi when I see him. He always knew how to make me feel better when it comes to things like this. I took a deep breath and looked up from the sidewalk and there he was. He was wearing one of the usual huge black coats that he always wore with ripped black jeans and converse.

"Hey." He spoke out to me. Then I lost it. I ran to him and threw my arms around his frame, the male gasped. Well, of course he would.

"I-I just broke u-up with Kei.." I whimpered into his chest. He managed to slither his arms out from between our chests and wrapped them around me. One hand rubbed my back and the other stayed in place so he could still hug me close.

"Sh, stop being such a crybaby. He wasn't worth your love and appreciation anyway. If he really cared, then he would be the one here and not me.." He sucked on his teeth and pulled me off of him, not really being the one who likes being so close to another.

"Stop crying." He wiped the tears from my eyes and ruffled my hair up a bit. I sniffled and nodded. With a little smile, the blonde turned and started to walk into the park.

"Now come on, we didn't come here to listen to your tragic love story."

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Time skip- 2 weeks later

I'd be lying if my heart wasn't running it's own marathon. The reason being that Yoongi literally asked me if he wanted to be more than friends yesterday. When I wanted more of an explanation, he said that he wanted to be friends with benefits. Not exactly something I'd go for, but it's pretty good for now. And the funny thing is, I said sure. And now I'm standing here face to face with the reason why I'm having heart problems.

He just stood there though, staring at me with this look in his eyes, I couldn't tell if he was shocked, confused, upset, mad, happy, nothing.

"What?" I broke the silence.

"Why would you just fucking kiss me like that Y/N?"

"You asked me to."

"Yeah, but on the cheek or something, not my fucking lips."

"Oh. Sorry."

"Better be, that was my first fucking kiss!" My eyes widened. This guy was about a year older than me, being a Senior, and has never kissed anyone? I'm shocked.

"R-really?!" I tried to not laugh, but it was just too funny. How in the hell is there a 18 year old who's never kissed anyone?!

"You know what?" He growled. I shut up immediately. It was never good when this kid got mad. He knew it was a joke right? He knows I didn't mean to make fun of him right?

"Yoongles I'm sor-"

"Don't ever fucking talk to me again, scum. You're nothing but a disgusting slut that only dates people because they have experience. Haven't you've ever thought about how the other person you're always around felt?! I'm in fucking love with you. I thought this would- I don't know- let me see how you were on a low-key level. But I believe it was a mistake. You don't care about me, you never cared about me. You only cared about my body and the fantasies of you fucking me. I can't believe I fucking fell for a goddamn slut. Bye Y/N." And with that the short blonde turned his feet and stormed off. I just stared at him walk away. Was I really a slut?

My knees buckled beneath me, making me fall to the floor. New tears fell down my cheeks as I stared at the ground. Of course I cared about Yoongi for who he was, why would he think otherwise? Why did he even blow up like that in the first place? Yeah I laughed at him, but..

"Shit." I just lost someone who I relied on with all of my negative emotions and what not. My best friend. All because of a kiss.

Fuck.


Word Count: 1041

Oof that was really badly written and rushed. eh. Writer's block really does something to yuh.

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