Love Me Like You Do.

Ronnie: Truth about Zayn, Drunk Men, a Blast From The Past and New Begginings

I looked at the clock it was 8:30pm time to start packing my things for the "sleepover" at Zayn's. Danielle and Eleanor forced me to wear something revealing but I obviously refused! I packed all my things and was ready to go I looked at the clock one last time it was 8:50 pm I kissed Eleanor and Danielle goodbye which was followed by stuff like "use protection!" and the usual "have fun!" with a cheeky wink God they were such twats!

**At Zayn's Lobby"

I told him "hey buzz me in" he buzzed me in. He opened the door and just checked me out which made me uncomfortable. So I broke the awkward silence by asking him "are you just going to stare at me all night? or are you going to invite me in?" a realization look came over his face and invited me in. I went to his room set down my bag and asked him "so what are going to do?" he smiled and said "I thought we'll have dinner and then watch a bunch of movies in my room" that sounded nice so I told him "sounds fun, so what's for dinner?" he laughed I don't know why? And said "I'm cooking" I faked fright just to annoy him and said "actually I'm not hungry" he faked a suspicious look and chuckled "try it please?" I sighed and said "fine, but if I die tell my family I loved them and that my clothes go to Danielle and accessories and make-up goes to Eleanor" he laughed, he thought I was joking! Anyway I tasted the food and GOD it was AMAZING I looked at him in disbelief and said "you couldn't have made this; this is AMAZING I didn't know you were such an amazing cook!" he winked and said "you don't know a lot of things I'm amazing at" I rolled my eyes and continued savoring the food he put out for me. After dinner we chose a bunch of action movies and sat on his bed and watched. Soon I felt my eyes become heavy and I drifted into sleep. I was suddenly woken up because I felt the surface my head rested on move. I looked up and it was Zayn's shoulder my head rested on. I moved a little far from him and said "sorry I guess food makes me sleepy" I couldn't help but notice him staring at my lips I bit them because I don't know why I wanted him to kiss me. I guess he read my mind because he crashed his lips into mine he bit my lower lip for entrance and I let him in easily his lips were soft and couldn't help but notice our bodies were in sync my hands automatically wrapped around his neck and my fingers through his hair i just realised how my body longed for him. His hands snaked it way to my back and pulled my body close to his we started to strip each other and continued kissing.

**30 mins later**

We both pulled out together and rested on the bed breathlessly I wanted to go to the washroom so I told him, put my clothes on and went in. I flushed and while washing my hands I saw this recorder there I pressed play and it was somebody playing the guitar the music was soothing then I heard a voices saying...

"what are you thinking about Zayn? You're smiling that evil smile of yours" "I just got an idea of how to get Ronnie in bed with me" "you know she is really trying to change you and you're just the same! She's such a nice girl why are you doing this to her mate and she just went out with you because you left her no choice"... I burst into tears after all this he just wanted me in bed that's why he did so much for me?! He does not have a level; he is one of the sickest people I have met! Just then, he knocked on the door and I came out and played the record to him his eyes grew wide. I couldn't help but let the tears roll down I yelled "so this is why you really did all that for me last night? Just to get me into bed with you? Well I guess it worked! Your just like all the guys I've been with cold hearted twats!" he was confused and looked taken aback and said "no Ronnie..." I couldn't wait for him to answer I just yelled back "save it!" pushed him away and ran out of the apartment. I did'nt know where to go I did'nt have my phone and I guess it was past 12:00. I started walking aimlessly and two drunk guys started following me "where you going baby?" one said and the other said "yea, come hang out with us" I started walking a little faster and then started running they ran behind me and caught up with me the started trying to pull me but I tried resisting, "let me go" I screamed. I was crying. Suddenly I heard a familiar voice "I think she just told you to let her go" one of the guys said "makes us" then I felt one of the guys grip loosen and then the other guy's grip loosened too. I was left on the ground with my face buried in my hands. And suddenly strong arms picked me up and pulled me into a tight hug. I took in the scent and knew it was Zayn I pushed him and said "let me go! I hate you!" he pulled me closer and said "even if you tell me you hate me, I'm never letting you go!" I looked up at him and his eyes were red and a tear rolled down his cheek. "God Ronnie if anything had to happen to you I would've never forgiven myself, I know I don't deserve another chance but that recording was before I got to know how an amazing and funny and beautiful girl you are! I know that now, nobody has made me feel this way since..." I look at him his eyes suddenly had this look I've never seen before sad and regretful I asked him "since what?" "Since Kaylie Tanner" he told me...

**Flashback**

I entered my girlfriend Kylie's house to surprise her that I was going on X factor I slowly slipped into the living room and nobody was there I guess she was alone in her room I quietly tip toed upstairs and opened the door slightly to find her half naked with one of my best mates Rob making out on her bed I just ran out of her house with a feeling like I just had my heart ripped out and given it to hold in my hand. Kylie ran behind me and said "I'm so sorry Zayn it's not what it looks like!" I screamed back "really Kylie what does it look like?!?!" tears started rolling down her cheeks I screamed again "Really you're the one crying?!? I just got my heart stamped over by my childhood friend/girlfriend I've known you all my freaking LIFE! How could you do this to me? I loved you!" she replied "I'm so-sorry" "just le-leave me a-alone" **end flashback**

"And that's why I became a man-whore nobody not even my band mates know about this" a tear rolled down his cheek again I wiped it, hugged him closer and said "you have to give girls a chance it's funny I'm saying this because I am just like you even I've been in that situation before, Kylie's a slut and doesn't know what she gave up! Okay so we both have pasts so can we start over?" he smiled and said "I'd like that" I took his hand in mine and said "this was one heck of a sleep over!" he nodded his head and let out a soft chuckle. He bent down near my ear and said "You're amazing Veronica Reynolds" I stood on my tip toes, kissed him on the cheek, winked and said "Well, I try" then we walked back to his apartment.