Love Me Like You Do.

Zayn: I'm Done.

***2 weeks later***

I can't take it anymore. I'm just a screw up. All I do is screw the things I care about. Everybody's is better off without me. My mind was made up, I'm gonna leave.

And that's when I began to self-destruct and things started to spin out of control. I ignored calls from the boys. I went to sleazy clubs and slept with everything that had a vagina. I did drugs and other shit I don't even know the names of.

I woke up with the usual banging in my head from drinking too much last night. I stretched and my hand collided with someone's elbow. I opened my eyes and the usual sight, some messed up slut asleep next to me. Nothing new there. 

I got out of bed and went downstairs to get some cereal. 

I sat on the kitchen counter savoring the cereal when I heard some noise in the living room. I slid off the counter and went to check it out. 

"Um, Hello?" The slut I slept with last night was trying to get the front door to open. "Uh, Hi. I was just leaving. I don't expect a guy like you to want me to stay, so I was just showing myself out." she said simply. "Okay then. Do you want some cereal?" I pushed the bowl to her. "No thanks" she waved me off and walked out the door.

**3 hours later**

I was on the couch drinking some scotch and watching TV, when my phone buzzed. I ignored it. But it didn't stop ringing and it was annoying me. "Someone better be dead" I answered the phone. 

"Sorry to break bad news to you but noone is dead you moron." Liam's familiar voice rang through my ears. "Hey Liam, long time" I say. "I wonder why?" I chuckle. "I'm sorry mate. I've just been busy" "Doing what? You missed 6 concerts, you don't show up for anything. The only way I know you're still alive is because of the shit paparazzi is being publishing." I cough guiltily "It's not shit" I say.

"ZAYN MALIK THE STARBUCKS ON YOUR STREET. 15 MINUTES." was all I heard before the phone went dead.

I walked in Starbucks and saw a waving Liam. I smiled and walked over to him. "Sup Li?" he didn't look like he was in a chirpy mood. "Zayn stop. Stop acting like everything is fine. Stop. This is not you. You are so much more than drinking and doing drugs. Zayn talk to me tell me what's going on with you. Because at the moment this isn't the Zayn I know so well."

I felt like breaking down right there and telling Liam everything, how I'm hurt and everything I do is to push away the fact that I am. "Nothing's going on everything is fine." "Fine don't tell me what's going on but I have news for you. Niall and Ron are moving in together and they are really serious about their relationship."

That's it I broke. I gripped onto Liam and sobbed. I didn't give a fuck who was around us, all I cared about was the fact that the girl I love is with someonelse. 

Liam took me out and we went to the back. "Hey Zayn, stop. I know you loved Ron and you still do. But mate you made your bed now sleep in it." Liam patted my back. "NO LIAM YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND! KAYLIE SET ME UP SHE'S A FUCKING BITCH!! The first time Ron caught the both of us I was drunk and Kaylie took advantage of that. And the second time she called me, pretending to be a receptionist at SYCO and told me there was band meeting at nandos. Then she ambushed me and kissed me."

I let out everything in one go. Liam stared at me with him mouth slightly open. He sighed "Mate there is nothing I can do. You have to fix it." "What if I don't want to, Niall is the better guy. And Ron is happy with him. I'm the problem" the words barely came out of my mouth. 

I didn't even wait for Liam to say anything. I walked away and didn't look back. I knew what I had to do.

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Sup homies? xD Cliff-hanger!! I love this shit xD Anywhore :P Peeps we are close to the end of the book. This is the second last chapter and then there's an Epilogue! :D And before the thought even crosses your mind..NO THERE WILL NOT BE A SEQUEL. Just saying. Anyway Comment, Vote and All that Jazz x) Love you'll- Danny :) xoxo