4 a.m

9.23

I tried to put my feelings for you into words

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14/09/14  9:23 p.m

I can't stop thinking about you

I haven't felt this way about anyone in a long time

You make me so happy, without realizing it

I get butterflies when you message me

I'd stay up all night talking to you about anything and everything

the way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you bite your lip after you've said something, the way you get so excited when talking about your guitar, the way you just want me to be happy

But I fake it, I'm unhappy, but I fake it to see you happy which puts me in a better mood

I hide so much from you, you don't even know

and I lay here writing this my eyes well up with tears

how I wish you were here so I could tell you everything I never did

And I know that one day you will forget about me and I will forget about you

but right now is too early I still need you in my life

You think you're nothing but a friend, but you mean a lot more a friend I've fallen for

I hate this all so much and I want to get out but there's no turning back, now I'm stuck in this trap

I lay here thinking about you, whether you talk to other girls, or if you have a crush, and while I lay here wondering I probably haven't crossed your mind, not once, not at all

I miss how we used to be, talking everyday without fail

you made me laugh you made me smile

but now I just sit here and think of how it was not long ago, maybe we can get back to how we used to be maybe even closer

because right now I love you more than ever, and us not being close is tearing me apart

I think about the day I can lean over and kiss you, confess my feelings

and you say you feel the same way too

and from the same person we parted to two different people in what feels like a matter of hours.

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a/nletmeexplainthislittlewriting. okay, so thiswasn'tbasedononeperson, butmultiple, I'vetakensmallaspectsI'velikedfrompeopletocreatethislittlewhateveritmaybe.