4 a.m

i'm not dead

I KNOW YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH HER, I CAN SEE IT.

YOU USED TO LOOK AT ME THAT WAY, NOW I DON'T EVEN GET A PASSING GLANCE.

WHERE DID I GO WRONG?

TELL ME SO I CAN FIX IT UP.

YOU PROMISED ME YOU'D LOVE ME UNTIL THE DAY I DIE.

I CAN'T HELP BUT NOTICE,

I'M NOT DEAD YET.

BUT I FEEL LIKE IT WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE AT HER WITH THAT STUPID SMILE YOU USED TOO GIVE ME WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO SAY.

I'M STILL INLOVE WITH YOU AND IT HURTS SO MUCH.

I CANNOT FATHOM THE WORDS TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TO ME.

NO,

HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.

I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU I'M SORRY.

I CAN'T SEE A DAY WHEN I WILL EVER STOP.