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wish you were gay by billie eilish

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Baby, I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood

"he's straight. " george said with a sigh in his voice.

I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say

"it'll be okay, you'll find someone else george"
the words were pity to george at this point

I laugh alone like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long

"just text him..it won't hurt"
george didn't believe it, he felt alone, empty

If three's a crowd and two was us
One slipped away

"i know you feel betrayed, but it's not like that"
yeah. it wasn't like that. but it didn't change his feelings.

I just wanna make you feel okay

"josh don't feel bad, you didn't mean to hurt him"
even if he didn't mean to hurt him, he still wanted to make sure he was fine, after all, they seemed like best friends

But all you do is look the other way

"it wasn't supposed to ruin our friendship so soon, i didn't know he was gay, or even loved me like..like that"
josh didn't know, he felt horrible for not realizing. the signs were all there

I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay

"he said it was okay, he wants to meet for coffee tomorrow."
it wasn't okay for george, but josh wanted to see him again anyways

I just kinda wish you were gay

george couldn't force something like this into his friend, so he kept quiet.
he was in love.
it's been three months.
and he was already heartbroken.