twitter ~ joshulous DISCONTINUED

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alex didn't leave george's side. neither did james, fraser, or will. they stayed together until he could feel something again. going out and doing stuff, playing fifa, making videos. george was so glad he wore a mask, he couldn't think of what would happen his everyone saw that god awful bruise on his face. he'd been told to block josh's number, countless times. but never did. he actually went back to their text conversations a lot more then he'd like.

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march 12th, 2019

josh: i love you

george: i love you too

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the current date was march 14th. george and josh had been apart since the 12th. the last text they sent to each other. he'd tried to distract himself from the fact that he missed the blonde so much. he didn't wanna see him anymore, but did. he wanted to be with him. all the time. but no one was letting him, not even himself. "GEORGE CMON WE'LL BE LATE" will called from the living room. they were all gonna go see a film that recently came out, but george didn't wanna go. but he dragged himself out of bed, and went.

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george had started having nightmares since the fight. almost like ptsd. but not. he had to start listening to music to drown out the thoughts when he slept. he'd always go back to josh's
playlist. the blonde had liked more of the rock side of music, some indie here and there, but mostly rock. the brunette loved indie music, chill and calming music, next to the some upbeat songs he listened too. but he'd gotten attached to the taller blondes music. he'd gotten attached to the taller blondes smell, the taller blondes voice, the taller blonde. he'd gotten attached to josh. and it was killing him. he had one thing of josh's left. a jumper, black and white, stripped, with flowers on the sleeves. george wore that when he was alone, alex would've killed him if he'd been seen wearing it. george had missed josh, but was happy his friend were there, without them he'd probably be dead.