Knives And Pens

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Ashley's pov:

I dropped what was in my hands and dropped next to her. "Victoria what did you do?" I asked.

Of course she didn't respond. I looked at the gashes on her arms to see they were very deep.

I grabbed the first aid kit from under the sink and grabbed the stuff for stitches.

My grandparents had taught me hot to do stitches when I was little and I silently thanked the heavens for it.

I stitched up the first few wounds as I finally thought. Why had she done this to herself?

Andy said she had done this before because of me but....... I don't know what I did.

I continued with her stitches and as I got to the last cut she groaned. "A-Ashley?" She asked opening her eyes a bit.

"Shhh let me finish your stitches." I said. I poked her arm with the needle and she yelled out in pain.

"Shhh. It will be over in a bit don't worry." I said and she nodded and bit her lip.

I started doing the stitches with her whimpering. When I was done I put the needle away and cleaned up all the blood.

When I finished I tilted her chin up so she was looking at me. I looked into her gorgeous blue eyes. "Victoria why did you do this to yourself?" I asked.

She sighed and looked down again. "I'm sorry ash." She said.

"That doesn't answer my question." I said. "Well if I tell you the answer you will hate me more than you already do...." She said.

I put my hand on top of hers. She looked up at me. "Victoria Paige Pierce I could never hate you and I never have hated you. I'm worried about you. Your hurting yourself and it's my fault and I want to know why so I can fix it and help you fix yourself."

She looked at me teary eyed. "Y-you don't care about me like I care about you. You barely even act like I exist! I have cared for you ever since I met you and then you go and have your fun with those filthy-" she cut off as she broke down into tears and stood up.

I tried to grab her hand but she shook it off. "Victoria please...." I said but she just went in the back room, shut the door, and locked it.

"Vic please let me in....." I said knocking on the door. I could hear her sobs as I pressed my ear to the door and felt a pang of guilt.

This really was my fault...... She had hurt herself because of me..... Because she thought I didn't care about her.......

I sighed before going back to the bathroom and flushing the blade she had left before bathing.

I had ruined all my chances with her..... I just knew it......

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Extra short chapter. Sorry. But on the bright side. Jakes wedding will be in the next one. Extra long chapter next so don't worry.

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