It's Complicated

Chapter 4

***Grant's POV***

Even now I cant understand why my brother was so cold towards his friend Ava, sometimes he was very understanding and arrive home very happy to tells me everything about her but other times he was so cruel, yes that's the best word to describe him, why? Sometimes he just said that he was tired of her, that she complained too much about family issues and she doesn't care about the world around her. Other days he told me that probably she was a happy girl with mental issues. I cant believe how you can say that about someone you said you love. It has been two days since we arrive to this school and I already hate it, I know most of the students says that they hate school but I mean it, the people here are worried about breaking a nail, the make up that they're gonna use to the next party, what are they gonna shop next, which car is the newest one because they have to buy it before the other one gets it, who is the hottest boy or girl here and things like that. It have been two days and we didn't know if she's here or not, you'll see some of us are different but equal, I mean some of us born with werewolves genes but we can't shift, so practically we look like humans because technically we are. Let me explain, the legend says that werewolves and the Moon have a special connection we all knows that, but one day the moon fell in love with one of her beloved werewolves, so she decided to become one but still she couldn't be  with him so she decided to become human. Besides her decision her genes carried the truth about her real identity. Once she became human he fell in love with her, but at the same time they had a relationship he found his mate. The moon tried to forgot that she had already chosen his soulmate and she faced the painful truth, she wouldn't replace that place, by the moment she understood it she was pregnant already but her lovers mate was pregnant too. Since he was an alpha she didn't want to makes him look as a bad man or leader so the Moon left, she didn't told anyone about her identity, she had her baby alone and it was a girl, she had a friend that was the only person she trusted her daughter before she died. The legend says that in the moment the Moon died all the shifters lost their abilities to become wolves, they could have their mates face to face without even knows it, they could hurt them without knows it, they just feel something like a pull towards that person. If the Moon died the connection has been lost, it's said that the girl have her mother bloodline that makes her unique, but this girl path will not be easy. She doesn't know who she is, she doesn't know that she will be raised as a Royal because of her mother, she doesn't know that when she turns 18 she will find her mate, her beta, her warriors and her pack. Yes, this girl is like us but she's more powerful than us, she will discover her pack from scratch because the legend says that the pack who was chosen to fight by her side, protects her and be always with her will be special and even they didn't knows who they are. Some people says that in the moment we finds her our shift will return or maybe some characteristics. This girl will not gonna be loved by her angel face instead she will be loved by her personality, the man that was chosen to be with her will gonna seen her soul, her heart, he will loves her for who she is. Some people says that her beta will be someone of her family because he will be overprotective over her but lets face it a beta have to be that way with his alpha, and I said protective not jealous. Ilya and I were told that every werewolf dreams to finds her as their mate, the truth I just want to find her to find my mate, I know I don't trust on people or women but I know that the one who was chosen for me has to be different. Ilya by the other side wants to finds her because he says shes just another fancy girl. At this moment were just another pair of humans with a different DNA. Today  I feels weird, I haven't seen the rebel girl and that's kind of worried me, I have to distract myself, I don't knows her and even the first impression she could be another girly chic. Since Ilya is friend with the Sebastian guy and his group ( Thank God my brother doesn't want to be qualified as popular - note the beautiful sarcasm here) and I don't fit here I decided to go under a beautiful and peaceful tree I saw on my first day, but when I arrived I saw the rebel girl crying, I felt relieved that I found her and mad because she was crying, but obviously I cant say that to a stranger. 

Well, well , well, lets  look what we got here, is daddy's girl, maybe she misses her mommy who's buying her pretty things - I said but she gave me a deadly glance and stood up 

Next time be sure about what you're talking to someone idiot, my mom is dead, don't you ever dare to talk about her that way again - She was really mad and walked away, actually I was afraid and amazed, afraid because I'm not sure if I'm having delusions but I saw her eyes changing and amazed of how passionate she protects her mothers memory. I was hurt, yes I was hurt because I didn't want to hurt her feelings and I could feel her pain for some reason. 

After she walked away I saw a ball of paper on the floor, she must have drop it when I made her mad, I wanted to give it to her but my curiosity won this time. It looked like some kind of letter:

 - Once again everyone forgot about my birthday, even when I'm used to it, why still hurt? I don't want to have feelings, I don't want to be hurt again. My dad always forgot my birthdays probably because I'm his lover's daughter but he remember every Sebastian birthday. We're just two days apart. Sebastian is always busy with his ego, he only thinks about himself. Few years ago Hunter shared it with me but now he only cares about Sebastian and his group. Ilya never remembered my birthday. The only one who always remembered it was my friends from Aster's Rest. I don't have friends to share it, I'm a loner, I'm supposed to be happy today and I'm here crying how pathetic. Suddenly I remembered Isabella's words: you can do everything because you're Moonstone, well apparently that should be my name but mom wants me to be hidden for some kind of danger, I guess that happens when you're an Addams. Oh right I'm not an Addams they said I'm the black sheep, the shame, they wants me to be hidden from everyone. Another lonely birthday, but Sebastian will gonna have his perfect party, I'm not jealous of him I just want to be protected and cared, to be loved. They don't even know me, they just ignores me. 

What did I just did? She was feeling hurt and I just make it worst for her, I have to amend this, I have to make something right, I can't stand watching her like that. I came back to school trying to find her to apologize, wait I'm doing what? I've never apologize to anyone in my life but why I feel I should do it? Why I feel like I have to apologize to her? While I was in sort kind of trance analyzing myself and the effect shes causing on me my brother was trying to tell me something.  What? Ilya? What do you want now? 

Hey bro I didn't knew you were so touchy? Are you on your days? - He said while he laugh

Why do you care?  Just tell me what do you want already and leave me alone

Sebastian invited us to his birthday party in two days, mostly of the school students will be there and I think the weirdo too because is her house, well some price we have to pay for being a student here - He was being sarcastic but I know that there's honesty on his words shamefully.

Wait, that's it, I have to give her a birthday party, one that she can remembers without feeling hurt, a party that she can remember with a smile - I though to myself. Oh my God, the letter she said she was the black sheep and she mention Aster Rest. that's the restaurant we used to go, well mostly Ilya, then she.... she is my Ava. Shes the one I fell in love with years ago, but I don't feel that's the reason I've being pulled towards her, there's something more that makes her Complicated but beautiful at the same time. I don't know what it is but this time I will play fair, this time I will gonna win her heart no matter what, even if that means I have to lose my brother which I hope not.