It's Complicated

Chapter 6

*** Avanishem POV***

Relax sister, you don't have to be so polite with me, I know that you love me I'm so fantastic you can't avoid it. Besides, you should respects me as your future Alpha to be, you cant talk to me that way. Anyway I'm here because Ilya's brother is here and want to see you, Mason wants to see you too, that's weird even for me because he's always making your life miserable but I'm here to give you the message. Who I should let in first? I don't care actually but I'm trying to be nice with you after all is my birthday today. - Sebastian told me with a big smile on his face, obviously his ego is bigger than him, maybe I don't know so much about this wolf thing, but if Selene's right about him not being a wolf and being completely human it will be funny to see his ego dropping down from cloud nine. I don't know what Mom did but he deserves whatever it is. 

Dear brother your not an Alpha yet so, I can talk to you however I want, second why on Earth your friends want to see me, I'm not their friend neither for them I'm someone who deserves a bit of their time. How did they calls me? Alright, I'm nothing and nobody (they use to call me that way for fun but I know who I am, well actually right now I don't, at least not 100 due to the recent discoveries but that doesn't means I'm nobody)

You're really annoying Avanishem, I told you I'm not a bit interested in whatever they wanna talk to you, Im here because I have to let them come to see you that way I could go to school with my friends and my reputation as a good brother intact. - Sebastian told me, actually I tried to not laugh about his so famous good brother's reputation. 

You? A good brother? You're joking right? That's so funny!!!- ( I couldn't avoid it, I laugh so hard that my stomach hurts, he even cant remember that tomorrow is my best friend's death anniversary. I still miss her, she was like a sister to me) - Anyway since you're so desperate to go to school, I'll see your dear Mason first. ( Maybe Mason wants my head as a gift for my brother on his birthday, yes I know this sounds kind of cruel or psychopathic but that's how my brother friends are) My day will be perfect! Yeah right! What on Earth did they want with me, maybe is a mistake, probably they want to bullies me again in my own house, they couldn't wait until school, I cant even take my breakfast because I will be late and I hate to be late. While I was lost in my thoughts I heard a knock on my door and the most unexpected words were heard, I swear that it has to be a really really bad joke. 

Eh, uhm, Alpha can I come in? - Mason said with a hint of surprise and shame. Wait Mason is ashamed?? That's weird, really odd coming from him, something's wrong here. In case I didnt told you Dylan and his friends thinks they own the school and they're kind of kings, but you can guess that the main victim here is of course, me. 

Wait, how did you just called me? How do you know that? You're not suppose to be in my brother's pack? This is another joke to bully me right, if is that, you can go right now  because I'm not in the mood. - I was shocked and believe me if this is kinda joke is not funny at all, I didn't told anyone about who am I, how this boy which in a way is one of my arch nemesis knows about it. 

I, uhm, I want to apologize for my previous behavior, I disrespected you so many times for too many years that Im ashamed of my acts, it wasn't right. I didn't knew you were my alpha, actually I never cared about this birth mark I had until a few days ago. I thought Sebastian was my alpha and I neglected my tasks and duties, I will accept any punishment you want to give me. Just a few days ago, I was sleeping and I have a dream, I saw a beautiful silver wolf, this wolf was lonely and powerful but instead of growls was crying on a lake while the Moon was covering the wolf with her brightness. Suddenly the Moon became a beautiful woman who came towards me and told me: that wolf is Selene my daughter's wolf, she's alone, she's an Alpha but her pack is in formation, they don't knows her and she doesn't knows them but they will come to her. You were supposed to take care of her, you're her beta, why in the world you hurt her?You were trained to be loyal to your Alpha not to break her, not to damage her. When I saw myself I saw my mark (Msβ) I always thought that it didn't meant nothing just a mark, but at that moment I understood that it was my beta mark even when I didn't knew what MS means, at that moment the woman told me: Moonstone, my little girl name is Moonstone but you may knows her as.... At that moment the silver wolf shifted to a woman and when I saw again it was you.  I felt really ashamed with her and with you, I have been the worst beta ever, in all the history. I know that we haven't shifted in many years but I shouldn't treat you that way, specially knowing the legend. Im so so sorry. Forgive me Alpha, give me another chance to amend everything. (At this moment he fell on his knees and began to cry, Mason didn't look at me ) 

(I was in shock, the guy who spent years torturing me, making fun of me, doing everything to make me cry or even mad was in front of me crying, on his knees begging me. Oh my God he's actually crying!!! My mom should loves me or hates me too much to give me this beta, but I guess if he was loyal to Sebastian all this time is because he thought that he will be his Alpha some day. I felt angry but at the same time I felt sorry for him. I have to make a decision right now, if I forgive him he has to be with me all the time, well mostly of the time because being a beta is like you're stick with you're Alpha, you're the second in command and you're in charge of their protection along with his or her mate. Great, I haven't found my mate and I already have an annoying beta. If I didn't forget him then Mason will become a rouge because that means he doesn't belongs to a pack. I hate myself for doing this, thank you mom. I have to endure this someway. ) Do you know that if I give you another opportunity you can't be friend with Sebastian and his group anymore because they will go against you and that you will be stuck with the weirdo and freak girl?  

(Suddenly he stopped crying and lift his head to look at me, he was surprised, confused and had a hint of hope in his eyes, he looks like a kid) Are you considering give me another opportunity? - He was obviously hurt for the things he did to me but he cant believed Im even considering it (actually I cant believe it neither, he was so mean and awful but I guess people deserves second chances sometimes) 

You didn't answered me Mason, that's how you show respect to your Alpha? - No I'm not letting my ego dominates me, I don't being egotistical but I have to prove if what hes saying and doing is real because I don't trust him, he has to demonstrate that he is trustworthy and that he wouldn't hurt me again, even if I forgive him it will gonna have some distance between us.

I'm sorry Alpha, I didn't meant to disrespects you, I was just surprised that you consider to forgive me, even when I came to ask for your forgiveness, I was, well, I was expecting to be a rouge. Yes, I understand that they will not gonna be the same towards me if I become loyal to you but I don't care. - Mason told me, now he talks with a bit of self confidence 

You know I don't trust you right? You know that you have to won my trust and prove that you really changed? Alpha or not you shouldn't bullies people because they're different or because your supposed alpha told you so. - This time I felt so confident about myself and I felt proud, Im different so what? Being normal is so boring, you're like everyone else, whats the fun in that? 

Yes Alpha, I knows it, and Im ready to prove that I can be trustworthy, that you can trust me as a beta and as a friend, I will fulfilled each one of my duties, you will not gonna have regrets about me. - At this point he looks nervous, he knows I have to make a decision and that decision will gonna change his life forever. 

( I let go a deep sight, I must be crazy for doing this, I mean he could be manipulating me and all this can be a dirty trick but Im gonna take the risk, after all no one knows about this so he could be right) - Get up Beta, I'm gonna give you a chance to prove yourself and you better be worthy, from now on you're stuck with me, don't makes me regrets it. 

Thank you Alpha, I wont, believe me I'll be worthy. I'm sure that you will be the best Alpha on the world. I even couldn't forgive myself but you did. - Now he was too excited that he get up and gave me a hug. 

Beta, I... can't... breath.... I know.. that ...you're ... happy... but... this..is too...much - this guy is taller than me and he's taking all my breath away literally, he want a live Alpha or a dead one? 

Im sorry, I felt so happy, I still cant believes it - my now Beta said 

Well, we have too much work to do and I would love to stay alive thank you. Now you can wait for me downstairs I have to talk to someone, you shouldn't be required at the moment, well I think that's whats I'm supposed to say, I'm not used to all of this. 

Yes Alpha ( he bowed his head as  submission, this guy wasn't joking, he was serious about this) Alpha, I heard about your best friend death anniversary, I'm sorry about it and I'm sorry that I wasnt there when it happened, can I be with you tomorrow to support you? - (he played with his neck, he was shy about it, he should assume that I don't like to talk about it, but at least he remembered it)

Well, I thought no one will remembers it, I'm kind of surprised but sure you can be there you're my Beta after all, now you can go downstairs and please tell nanny that I will have my coffee to go. ( In this moment his twin Jason entered the room)