It's Complicated

Chapter 5

***Avanishem POV***

Today is my brother's Sebastian birthday party ujuu Im so excited about it, yeah right. As usual my alarm clock sound irritated me but this time I throws it directly to the wall breaking it, whats going on? I asked to myself, I never had enough strength at mornings to break the alarm, in fact Im kind of lazy because I like to sleep on day and being awake until late at nights watching my series and horror movies. When I get up from bed I went directly to the bathroom, I dont know why but I saw myself in the mirror and I saw my eyes in a yellow tone. I think Im getting crazy, Im still sleepwalking, how something like that could be happening? You're not crazy Ava-told me a voice inside my head. Who... Who are you and why are you talking to me? Did you know this sound that Im getting crazy for real? - Wait Im really talking to myself? Im Selene I was your mother's wolf before she died she put me on you, I know everything she knew and my knowledges will be yours from now on, usually you wouldn't talk to me until your first shift but youre special, youre Moonstone your mother strength and her most beautiful gift. She was as beautiful as you are, even when shes not here with you shes watching you every day and night, her human form died and before I died too she gave me to you. She's the Moon who lights you up every night and answers you with her shine, you're the daughter of the Moon, wolves couldnt shift until someone finds you and someone already did. - Selene told me making myself confused.

Wait, Im what, my mother is who? Youre out of your mind that can be possible - I was trying to understand everything but this is a  craziness 

The day your mother died, the moon weren't as shine as used to be, the werewolves lost their abilities to change from human to wolves, this made them lose the connection they have with the moon. This connection will be re-established the day you turn 18 and someone discovers who you are. You're mother told Isabella to talk to your dad about it, he didn't want to lose his power as an alpha, you reminded him to your mother because you look so much alike, she was defiant, she wouldn't follow orders or rules, she was free, he didn't want you to know who you were because you're more powerful just you didn't knew that, before your mother died she chose wisely people that will help you, eventually they will discover who are you and who they are, they will become your pack. Your mother always tried to protects you, she gave you good friends, a good beta and good mates or mate that you will gonna have to discovers it eventually. Im part of you now, you're the only silver wolf remains, you have the abilities of your mother, you would know who you can trust or not, who you should love or not. For now you cant tell anyone you talked to me, many shifters are gonna start to feels different and many of them haven't change in years or haven't shift at all but from now on you're life is at risk because they will know that the daughter of the moon is not a legend and some will try to find you for power, selfishness or because they will want you as a mate when you shouldn't be with them  - Selene sounds so sure about what she was talking about but Im still confused, Im not special at all, Im weird but I couldn't be the girl she thinks I am, Im listening music all the time, reading books, watching TV, playing sports, definitively I dont look like the type of leader someone will follow, no one will fall in love with me less want to be my mate.  It hurts but is true. 

So many years wanting to be noticed, wanted to be loved by my dad's family and they hid me because they didn't want me to be shown, they wanted to remain powerful, they wanted to be the one who discovers me because no one will know. Many years feeling that Im was the black sheep, that I didn't belong here and they were the black sheep already? They wanted me to be fully obedient, partly slave that way they think I will do everything they ask for when I discover who I was ? Lot of questions came to my mind suddenly and I dont have answers to all of them yet. 

What's that horrible thing on the chair? - Selene asked me while I was on my own world of questions and confusion, when I saw there lying on the chair was a short pink dress with a pair of pink boots with a note that read: Bought it thinking on you,hope do you like it, wear it for the party tonight

I saw at the awful image I had in front of me, I'd rather die and left a world without werewolves before wear that thing. - I said loudly thinking I was talking to myself and forgetting completely about Selene, I mean until this morning I thought I was a completely "normal" young girl.

Can we burn it? I will love to, it will looks nice under a beautiful bonfire - Selene told me 

Are you pyromaniac Selene? - I told her trying to look surprised and scared but actually burn this thing wasn't a bad idea at all, Im not pyromaniac but in 8 years living in this house I thought they will know how much aversion I have against pink but once again they never tried to know me. 

Aw c'mon  you know its a good idea - Selene said with a devilish grin 

We're not gonna burns it but neither wears it - I said and I got ready to school, I decided to go with a black jean, black tank top and my favorite black leather jacket with my black gothic boots. Suddenly Sebastian knock at the door and before I cant tell anything he open the door and entered to my room.

Wow sis, are you going to a funeral? Who died? - Sebastian asked me sarcastically

First of all, since when do you care about my outfits or that even I exist, second its not your problem who died or live,  by the way your parents didn't teach you to wait outside until someone tells you that you can get in? - I don't know if it was for all the things I just learn but I didn't feels like being humiliated anymore, my ego isn't big but I think I deserve some respect. 

You're an Alpha he hasn't the right treat you as you are nothing. Hes just human!! From now on you should take the authority was given to you without being egotistical. By the way this is our mind link - Selene told me though whatever she told me it was this weird thing

What do you want Sebastian? Your friends and princess should be waiting for you, don't make them loose their valuable time - I said sarcastically but it was the truth already, for them Sebastian and Dylan's girlfriends are Your Majesties and I'm well I'm me. 

**Sebastian's POV***

I woke up early finally I''m gonna have 18, I'm gonna be officially an adult and soon I will take my place as an alpha. I don't know if the legend is true, well my dad think it is and that my sister could be that girl, honestly I don't think so, she's too weird and too human to be the daughter of the Moon. I'm hoping that if its true whatever this girl be had already her 18 and that someone discovers her and help her and however this thing works. I want to shift already, I mean what is an alpha who cant shift? Well, just another human, I want to find my mate already, I have a girlfriend already but she's so annoying sometimes. I heard that a big group of people moved here and their children are going to our school, I decided to invite them to my party, after all I will met them at school. My twin friends told me that they felt weird since a few days, they said maybe it was the wolf thing, but I don't feels any different, I asked Dylan and he told me the same thing, he didn't felt nothing at all. I was on my way to the bathroom when I received a text message which reads: 

Ilya: с днем ​​рождения не доставляй себе слишком много неприятностей (happy birthday dont get yourself into too much troubles)

Sebastian: не волнуйся, как обычно (dont worry just the usual) -( this guy is kinda crazy and curiously have the same name as Ava's old friend I will ask him tonight I though to myself)

My cellphone rang this time and it was the twins Jason congratulated me then pass the call to Mason but this time he was weird. The twins and Dylan were trained to be betas, they trained all their lives to become the best, Dylan will become my beta, Jason will be my warrior leader but Mason never wanted a position, he told me he was trained as a beta even when he didn't know if he will be a beta on this pack or not, he will be a beta or a simple pack member, that's a craziness but that's how he is. Even when Jason and him bullies Ava, honestly Mason is almost as weird as her.