It's Complicated

Chapter 8

***Avanishem POV***
After the horrible pain of breaking bones, I standed in front of Grant and Mason. I could sense the pain in Grant's voice because he thinks that Im gonna rejects him as a pack member. Being honest I should have but Im not like them, yes he did something wrong but if I gave Mason a chance why I wouldn't with Grant? After all he was a young boy at that time. Right, when Grant went home for the clothes I ran as fast as I could, this is new for me and soon it will be for other wolves, at this point Im mad that everyone think that they know what decisions I would take. While I was running I arrive to a beautiful lake which I never have seen before and I have lived here for years, it was so peaceful so I decided to take a rest. Suddenly I felt someone calling me, Alpha, alpha where are you? Please dont do this to me, I just want to help you!!! I decided to open the mind link but I have to shift again to my human form, oh my God!! How can I shift again? I can't be like this forever, I want to be a she wolf not a forever wolf. Within a few seconds Mason arrived to the lake, I asked him how I can shift again and he told me that his dad teach them that they should think of them as human after their first shift thats what they used to do before I was born. Easy to say, but is more difficult to do it. I had to try for several times before I did it, when I was human again I noticed his nervousness.
Whats going on? - I asked him a bit confused when Grant's came and had the same reaction
Alpha, uhm... Well....you need to get dressed... Is normal after a shift but... - Mason said
Here's your clothes, you can put it on, I dont want to think bad things about you right now. Well, I should go- Grant's said
You're not going anywhere Grant (I hid behind a tree and put myself the clothes, then I stand up in front of him) Can you tells me, why are you making assumptions based on my decisions? Who told you that you can do anything without talking to me first? I told you sometime that I will not gonna give you a second chance or accept you as a pack member? Who do you think you are? You said you accepted me as your Alpha but your taking decisions for me? - (Yes at this point I let my anger to controls me, I was talking to him in my recently discovered Alpha voice and I think my eyes color changed too. It was a bit scary I admit or Selene was because she was taking control this time)
Grant's bowed his head, his was embarrassed and I can tell that for the way his eyes were directed to the floor. -Im sorry Alpha, I thought you weren't going to forgive me, I did everything wrong. Please give me another chance.
I will give you another opportunity but I dont trust you yet. You and Mason have to give me your best and win my trust. - (I dont know why but even when this two guys were stupid guys I could say that I started to have a family, my own family, my own pack. Maybe now they will act as brothers to me, just maybe.) We have to go, we're getting late for college. This is crazyness but in the right moment I mentioned college this pair started to shift, great we all shift at the same time, this pack thing will be even more difficult that I was expecting. In front of my eyes was a huge black wolves with blue eyes, his fur looks soft and silky, then on the other side it was a beautiful white wolf with green eyes. They looked powerful and strong I guess because they were trained as warriors and betas. After a while finally they could shift again in humans but this time the embarrassed one was me because they were completely naked in front of me and I was completely blushed. Come on they're not my mates but you will be blushed in my place too.
Well, I think we will gonna need clothes for both of you - I told them laughing and they ran to hide, as fast as I could I grab a few clothes from Sebastian closet and came back to my little pack (Sebastian will gonna hate me for this but he never used this anyway). By the way, Mason you owe me a coffee.
Alpha, I want to ask you, what will be the pack's name and what Im gonna do?- Grant asked me, he still looks embarrassed but he has to get used to it, obviously we will gonna be prepared next time but I will not gonna be the last one to see him that way.
We will be Blood Silverstone Pack, you will be my warrior and Mason my beta. Now we should go to college, probably Sebastian will be telling everyone about the party.- I told them and they followed me
Are you gonna used that pink dress in your room?- Mason asked, I know he just want to know but I wouldn't wish that thing even for my worst enemy, that's torture.
(I stopped suddenly and almost shout at them) -Just to be clear for both of you, I will not gonna use that, I hate pink and all related to it. Im gonna wear what I want to, not something that was imposed.
When we arrived to college Sebastian was talking with a new group of students, probably saying that they should avoid me and everything related to me. In the group there was a popular bad boy which I suppose is the leader in the way the others act in front of him, he had black long hair, hazel eyes,tan skin and a few rings on his right hand, by her side was a pretty curly blonde girl with blue eyes, beige skin and wearing all pink while her boyfriend wears jeans and black t-shirt. It was funny to see the annoyance face of the boy while my brother talk to them. I can understand him but I'm not gonna free him from my brother's claws, well hands because I almost forgot he's human.  We still have 20 minutes before classes start when the college radio station started, whoever the girl at the station was started to talk: Good morning everyone and welcome to your favorite station, this morning we have a special request for a special someone and before I play the song I wanna read the message for this person: "We know is a day before but we wanna cheer you up, hope do you like it because we know is special for you, look at the moon inside you and always be the stone you have to be." Well I dont know who you are but this is kinda cute and tomorrow whoever you are you will gonna have another request. Enjoy your song. Mason and Grant look at me and smiled trying not to be noticed, more important that no one notice the song was for me. Really, Im gonna kill this two, I dont know how they did it, but at least they're trying their best. I couldn't avoid my tears, that was her song, that was our friendship song. Both weirdos for the people but we shared our crazyness, she was the happy one and I was the gothic one, two bullied girls joined by a beautiful friendship.

(Above the song Mason and Grant used to cheers up their Alpha and it was Ava and her best friend favorite song - Actually it was my best friend and I favorite song that's why I heard it after she died a few years ago)

The voice on the radio station started to talk again: "You know what guys? I will play another song to this mysterious person but I hope all of you enjoys it. Rock it is guys."

I couldn't believe I have this amazing pack members, I cant believe they're part of my family now. I didnt want to cry in front of my brother and friends but I couldn't avoid it even when time has passed I still miss my best friend, in my life I don't have many friends but she was a real friend, she understood me and she lived similar things to mine. While chatting to his new friends or I would say annoying his new friends Sebastian called me, surprisingly his friend wanted to know about the mark. Interesting, Sebastian's new friends are members of my pack, definitely I want to see his face when he discovers that. Well, his friend want to know, Im gonna tells him? yes, I will. I will gonna tells him right now? Definitely not, Im not crazy enough to tells him in front of Sebastian. Right now Im gonna enjoy my music.

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