It's Complicated

Chapter 7

***Avanishem POV*** 

After Jason and Mason left my room, Grant started to knock my door, honestly I almost forgot that he wanted to talk to me, when Jason came in I felt something weird but I guess it was because after years this wolf thing is emerging for everyone. I could notice that Selene have this weird sensation too, but she didnt told me anything. 

Selene whats happening? Why are you so weird about Mason's brother? He is a bad guy in case you havent notice it yet. 

I cant tell you until you shift, some things will become clear then, actually we're late for that it was supposed to be on your 18th birthday but I guess that will gonna happen today or maybe tomorrow. And just in case, remember that Mason was a bad guy too and now is our beta. - Selene told me,  I  can sense a bit of excitement and worried in her. Actually we were supposed to have our mind link completed after my shift but, I guess that having my mom genes made this possible before the shifting. A knock on the door brought me back to reality

Come in - I said ( I was a bit annoyed it seems like everyone wanna see me today, I was a bit confused too because when he came in he didn't faced me like he did before) 

I... I need to talk to you, I... uhm.. I want to apologize - Grant said still not looking at me and scratching his neck

Whats going on with everyone? Why everyone is apologizing to me today? - I said trying to stay calm -Anyway why do you want to apologize for?

First of all, for what I said about you and your mom that was disrespectful for a normal person even more for an alpha. Second I....I dont know how to do this.... Actually I will understand if you dont want to talk to me again .... 

Could you please just talk whatever you want to say? ( I just want him to talk and finish this already I was having the worst pain all over my body, even it was worst than my regular period cramps and men thats the worst feeling ever) 

Some years ago you were my brother's friend, when we have to move you called to my brother and I pick up the phone and told you that he didn't want to talk or see you again. It wasn't right I know but I was mad and jealous, he always talk about you and I fell in love with you, he always said that you were over reacting everything and that he loves you but you were making yourself a victim through what you said to him. He thought you were a liar and didn't care so much but his acting was perfect and you were calling him. He never tried to find you but I did and didn't have any luck until now. I found you but I was being a stupid bad boy with you. I still love you but if you dont want to talk to me or being my friend I will understand. Even though I will accept you as my alpha because I have your mark, for some reason I was chosen to fight by your side if not as a mate or a friend as a pack member. I Grant Romanov accept you Avanishem Moonstone Addams as my only alpha. Will you forgive me? 

I... I... ( I couldnt talk this pain is to much to hold it on) - Let him knows that we're shifting ( Selene said) How I do that? You were the one that opened the mind link for Mason, that wasnt supposed to happen yet - I told Selene. Mason, we should call Mason, I have to try. (Mason please come to Moonstone room we're shifting) Suddenly we heard steps approaching to my room. 

***Mason POV***

I left the room as my Alpha requested, I was so happy she forgave me, I think I didnt deserve that, I was being so mean and cruel with her. She cried many times because of me and my friends, well ex-friends because Im not gonna let her alone. She will be my best friend and I will be the best beta someone could ask, I will assure you that. I will gonna win her trust no matter how it cost to me, she forgave me and after all I did, that tells me so much about her. She believes in second chances, she doesn't judge, she want justice. After I went out of the room I saw Grant entering the room, I hope he just want to talk to her because if he does something to Alpha he will be in big problems. I went downstairs and ask her nanny for my Alpha's coffee. 

Well, well, well who would tell that my brother's now Avanishem puppy pet, don't tells me now that  you're a friend of the weirdo. - my brother Jason told me with a big grin on his face. I wanna face off that smirk and punch him but I cant, I promise my Alpha that people will not gonna knows yet about who she is. 

I dont like the way hes talking about Alpha - someone in my mind told me, maybe Im getting crazy- Youre not crazy Im Mike your wolf, Moon wasn't happy with us right? I can talk to you and through the mind link I can talk with Alpha and Selene somehow. 

Jason, I think that who I befriend with is not your problem. I can have my own friends and I can choose them. I can think by myself, at least now I can think by myself. Beside you didnt told me that you were trying to search for your mate now that you have wolf signs brother? - This time I meant what I said I felt free and proud of my own decisions, Jason was a few minutes older than me and I always followed him on his decisions, he always had the prettiest girls, the most expensive cars, the popular friends. This time I have the best Alpha and I'm very proud of it, we will gonna start from scratch but that doesn't matter. I cant believe how someone's mind can change so suddenly.  

You are protecting her now jajaaja, youre funny little brother - Jason was making fun of me, it bothers me? not at all, It cares me? No, I know who am I now and my purpose, I thought that I had to live forever under Jason's shadow. 

Just a few minutes after the nanny came up with the coffee and when I was ready to take it from her hand I heard " Mason we're shifting". I ran faster than I did in all my life, my Alpha needs me and this time I will be there. When I enter the room she was lying on the floor and Grant was trying to help her, I heard him calling her Alpha and telling her to be calm or the process will be even more painful. 

Grant, we need to take her out of here, they cant know who she is yet. - I could say that he didnt trust me for the glare on his eyes. 

Why I should listen to you? - he said angrily and I understand him because he saw what I did to her previously but come on he did the same thing and I'm not judging him when our Alpha is shifting for her first time. 

I'm you're beta ( showing him my mark), you shouldn't be so disrespectful instead you should be helping me to take her out of here, my brother is downstairs and the group will be with him soon so we have to think faster. 

Im sorry beta, I didn't meant to be disrespectful, wait the window, there's a tree outside we can get her outside that way. - Grant said, actually it wasn't a bad idea but in her condition we cant risk her. Aish I hate it but we have to do it or someone will gonna see a big silver wolf on this house when they aren't change yet because she have to do it first without being discovered. Oh Moon why you did everything so difficult for us? 

Alright, but we have to be careful. We take her outside and brought her directly to the woods we can't see her suffering for the pain, then we heard her bones cracking and breaking. I know that is a normal process but we haven't shift in years, well we haven't shift at all so excuse me if Im scared about the idea of experimenting that torture on myself. Suddenly there was the most beautiful silver wolf I've ever seen, well the only silver wolf I've ever seen, it was just as the Moon showed me on my dream but this time it was real. It was amazing, my fears of shifting suddenly disappeared, at this moment I realized that she was someone that definitely I will follow, she has authority, she's powerful, I meant her presence alone stand out and shes strong and fearless. I could see Selene but I can see Moonstone at the same time they both complement each other. 

Wait, oh God, we forgot to bring her clothes, she will be naked in front of us, hopefully shes not mated because he will kills us for that. We have to bring her something. But, we have a problem... - Grant said, in his eyes there's a hint of fear and worried 

What's going on Grant? You're not worried just for that reason right? - Actually hes getting me worried now 

Well , if Alpha, well your Alpha because she haven't accept me yet, shift we can shift on any moment from now. According to the legend in the moment she can shift the her pack will be able to do it or every wolf. Maybe I should go for the clothes, you're her beta you will take care of her, she needs you more than me right now. (Maybe I know him for a few days but he was sad and I would tell that he loves her but it can be possible in so little time?) 

Come back safely, she haven't accept you yet so you still have a chance. - I know how it feels when you doesn't know if you will be a rouge or a pack member every thought runs around your mind because if you're a rouge your life will be in danger forever.