Chase Hudson (Lilhuddy)

part 23

Rose pov
It's been 4 weeks since we all hanged out, the only time our group has hanged out was at school. Tommorow I leave for playlist. Great! Sam will be there. This is basically suicide, which I don't mind doing, I've been lonely, for 4 weeks straight. Not even jade wants to be around me, I really don't know what I have done to deserve this. I know that my friends are hanging out, without me. But it's fine. Tears rolling down my eyes, trying to fight the pain. Love is fake, friends are fake, people are fake. Life is fake. I haven't had anyone to talk to for 4 weeks. I've been hiding my emotions at school. The only person who noticed was chase, and he did nothing

Twitter

Rose~♡:I'm sad, but I smile. That's my life.

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DMs

Chase: what's wrong?

Rose: not like you care. No body does

Chase: I do care care Rose, I really do. I love you

Rose: love isn't real, friends are fake, no body cares how i feel nobody ever does

Chase: I have to talk to you at playlist

Rose: no I don't think I'm coming. No one likes me. You don't either.  No one cares about how I feel on the inside

Chase: No, you are coming to playlist

Rose: you never cared for me you lied, everyone lied. No one wants to see me anyway. No one does

Chase: everyone cares rose

Rose: fans do, not friends bc they are all fake, just like the love you have for me. FAKE

Chase: why are you acting like this?

Rose: oh, so now you care how I feel. It's been 4 weeks chase, 4 fucking weeks and you care now.

Chase: I never noticed that you were sad

Rose: no you never noticed bc you never cared enough. You haven't even noticed that no one cares about me

Chase: well I'm sorry?

Rose: I miss the time you actually cared for me

Chase: rose your such an attention seeker

Rose: YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE HELL I FEEL INSIDE MY HEAD

Chase: I'm so sorry I didn't mean it, I care about you i really do, I mucked up big time, I can't let you out of my life. You are my world.

Rose: sorry I seek for attention. And your soooooooooooo sorry, yeah, tottaly. Your such a dick you know that. I've had heart break, fake people that pretend to care about me, no one even talks to me anymore. I really wish i never ever meet you, I wish you were just a stranger. All the memories we had together, gone. Because you think I'm such an attention seeker and you are just a dick that doesn't know what the HELL I'm going through and you come to me saying "you seek for attention" WOW what a dick move chase

Chase: you can't leave me, I love You. More than anyone. You mean everything to me.

Rose: see you at playlist then

I cried and cried and cried until I felt no emotions

Twitter

Rose~♡ :I miss me. The old me. The happy me. The bright me. The smiling me. The laughing me. The gone me😔

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Payton: I'm here for you

Millie:I'm here when ever you need me

Fan1: what happened bb
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Rose~♡: fake friends, and now that I publicly put it out there that I'm hurting they are all saying that they are here for me. It's been four fucking week.
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Fan1:I'm so sorry, but if they want to walk out of your Life,let em' walk, they don't deserve your time."

Chase: I'm sorry😔😢
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Rose~♤: no your not, you never cared for me. You never loved me. You haven't talked to me in 4 weeks chase. I'm such an attention seeker, just joking about I'm hurting inside, dying inside, no one to talk to, no one to hold me tight and say everything is going to be alright, no one to hold me close so I never hurt again,protect my feelings, make me happy. No one in this world, no one, not even the most closest person to me
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Chase:I didn't mean it😭😭
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Rose~♡:of course you didn't
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I cried my heart out,more than ever, more than I cried when same cheated. I started crying louder and louder I didn't want people to know I was crying, but it was hard when you are crying so hard that it comes out on it's own.

*knock knock knock*
"Can I come in?" Lucian asked "NO GO AWAY!" I yell at him. "I'm not going away until you tell me what's wrong." Lucian says trying to unlock the door "NOTHING'S WRONG GO AWAY!" I scream at him still at the other side of the door. "There is somthing wrong, now tell me Rose." Lucian says. His body slides down the door and sits out side of the door

Chases pov
I could hear rose crying and yelling at her brother to go away. I feel so bad

Twitter

Chase: sometimes holding it hurts more than letting it go.

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I start crying at how stupid I am for hurting her and I haven't even talked to her in 4 weeks. I miss her. I miss holding her. I wish I was there to hold her. I wish I could be with her. But all I did was hurt her. It hurt me to. I'm stupid. I'm a disappointment. I lied. I hurt her. I can't get over the fact that I hurt her. I need to make it up to her asap.

I went to the store and got a bunch of flowers,a bunch of chocolates, a box of tissues, some of her fav lollies, choc chip biscutes and some perfume.

I drove back home and got changed into better clothes. I started walking to her house I knocked on the door Lucian came running down the stairs and opened the door. He was crying "uhh, hey where's Rose?" I ask him "she's upstairs in her room, but I don't think she wants to talk to anyone right now, but go and try?" He says pointing upstairs. I walked to her room and knocked on the door "G-GO AWAY!!" I heard her sobbing "it's me Chase." I say softly and calmly "what do you want?" She asks me "I want to talk to you." I said with all the gifts in my hand "oh, so after 4 fucking weeks you want to talk to me? Why now chase why now? You hurt me. Not talking to someone you love in 4 fucking weeks, makes you hurt, not talking to someone that you trusted more than anyone else in 4 weeks, makes me in pain." She said. By the time she stopped I was already crying "i-i-i mucked up, I-i-i love you Rose." I was already crying my eyes out.

I heard foot steps and sulking.

Roses pov

Hearing chase cry hurt me even more I'm in more pain than I already was. I stood up and started walking to the door. I was deciding if I should open it or just leave it. "R-rose please let me in." Chase says sobbing. I can't handle being hurt. I opened the Door. He was there his eyes red from crying. All I could do was hug him and cry. And that is what I did.

I rapped my arms around him and hugged him really tight. "I missed you." I said pulling away and wiping the tears from my eyes.

Hey guys sorry for the short/kinda sad story. There is probz heaps of typos bc it's 11:24 right now, there might be some cussing and smut Idk bye bish