Chase Hudson (Lilhuddy)

part 28

Roses pov
I was still knocked out, payton was carrying me down stairs. I woke up. Chase was gone, it was just me, payton and Dylan. "Don't ever do that ever again, you hear me!" Payton said kissing my for head. "Yes sir." I said putting my head into paytons chest. "I'm breaking up with Chase!" I say crying "and it's only been a day." I say crying into payton. "I never thought he would cheat on you in the first day." Dylan said

"I'm not surprised, no one can ever like me, I'm ugly,I'm not worth it, I'm a waste of life and im not lovable, that's just facts." I say, it hurts because I know it's the truth. "Where are you going to sleep?" Payton asks. "I-im not sure" I say. "You can sleep in my room
" payton says calmly. "Nah, I don't want to annoy you, I'll just sleep in my room." I say getting out of paytons arms. "Are you sure?" Payton asks 'yeah, you guys don't want me in there so I won't go in there, goodnight." I say opening our room door. "Goodnight, love you." He said. I said nothing back,I just faked a smile. And walked in our room.

Chase was there, crying "Chase?" I said. "Y-yes." He said looking up. He had red puffy eyes, and sniffing."i-im-" I stuttered. "Breaking up with me, I already knew. I-im sorry rose for letting you down." He said calmly. "And im sorry for not giving you what you needed,I'm sorry that your to good for me, I'm sorry that I wasn't enough for you, I'm sorry that you never had feelings for me, I'm sorry that I wasn't enough so you cheated and I'm sorry that I'm alive." I said sitting on my bed. "Rose it's not like th-" chase says but I cut him off.

"Yes it is Chase, your to good for me, I'm not worth it, now you know why Sam cheated, because I'm not worthy to be your girlfriend," I say "No, I'm not good enough for you, I will never be good enough for you, I'm not worth it, I loved you, i-i-i just umm." Chase stuttered trying to find the right words. "You lost feelings for me, it wasn't that hard." I said rolling my eyes. "No, it's not like that i-uhh i-mh I had feelings for two people,And I," chase stuttered. "Had to break one of there hearts, just to get the pleasure you wanted, but what you could of done, is just said that you didnt want to date me, because you had feelings for someone else, WASN'T THAT HARD CHASE." I said crying. "Rose i-i." Chase stuttered . "Sorry? I knew you were going to say that, you are so sorry aren't you?" I say getting up off of the bed and throwing chases jersey on the ground that u had on and out the door. "Rose hold up!" Dylan says running out "Where are you going?" He asks. "I'm just going to go blow off some steam." I say walking to the elevator. "Be careful." Dylan says "mhmh." I say pressing the button.

I was walking out of the whole building, i wanted to walk along the beach, and that's is what I did. It was currently 10:27. I walked to the beach. No one was there thank God, until I saw a couple making out, how I wish I could have That. I was walking along the beach, when I say ona and Brandon. "Hey,Rose?" Ona said coming up to me "Hi ona." I say giving her a hug

"Aren't you chases girlfriend?" Brandon asked "ex girl friend." I say "after a day? Im not surprised, I knew chase couldn't go a day without cheating on you, he's done it heaps of times, I'm sorry." He says sympathetically. "I'm not surprised either, I always thought, why would he like me? And, he never did." I say laughing

We were just walking along the beach. "So? How are you going to tell the fans?"asked ona. "I-im not sure." I said. "Well, me and Alex faked being together so fans wouldn't get upset and stuff, and we told fans at the right moment." Ona said calmly "i don't even want to be in a relationship with chase, fake or not," I said kicking the waves.

The waves were so calm, they were calming me down. Just like when my dad left Me, I went to the beach and sat there for like hours, and that's when I met payton, he was so nice to Me, and then he introduced me to Dylan And we were friends ever since,well until they moved. "Hey, we have to go, we will see you tommorow." Ona said hugging Me. "Bye." I said going to the rocks.

I climbed up, scraping my knee. "Ow, fuck" I said. I just sat there watching the waves thrash onto one another. Until I heard someone coming.

Chase? Why is he here? "Hi." I said turning around. "Hi." Chase said sitting next to me. "Your knee." Chase says pointing to my knee. "Im fine." I say pulling it away. "It's bleeding." He says "yeah, well so is my heart."I say

Chase just sat there watching the waves thrash, "I always come here whenever I'm stressed or sad." Chase said. I just kept on looking at the waves going up and down the sand, the water was so blue and shiney. "Can you atleast say somthing back?" Chase said awkwardly. "You really think that you can just come over here and pretend like nothing happend?" I said standing up. "Rose, I love you." He said standing up.

"No, you love Cynthia, and only Cynthia, you treated her like she was your girl friend, when you knew I loved you,and only you, I fucking loved you chase." I said crying in his arms. "I know, I know,I'm sorry, I really am, it was just Cynthia she kissed me." Chase said rubbing my back. "No, Cynthia said that you both kissed each other." I say pushing chase away from me. "Well, yeah, but  she kissed Me, and i-i kissed back, it was just at the heat of the moment and i-" chase said trying to touch my arm. "Don't touch Me." I said walking away from him.

"Can we not make our breakup public. " Chase said catching up to me. "So you want me to be your fake girlfriend?" I asked "Well, yeah, is that ok?" Chase said. "Nah, I'm fine with being the love of my life's fake girlfriend, are you still going to be making out with Cynthia?" I said "No,I'm not going to do anything with Cynthia, I told her to stay the fuck away from me,so she switched rooms with payton." Chase says. "So, we act like a couple for the rest of playlist?" I asked. "Yeah?" Chase said. "Don't blame me when I get my feelings back for you." I say "deal?" Chase said. "Deal." I said.

He kissed my for head and held my hand. I looked at him and smiled. I still love him, I always will,even after what he did to me, I  still love him, and I don't know why

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