Chase Hudson (Lilhuddy)

part 37

Roses pov
I was legit dying. I can't function without chase. People kept saying to me saying "go live" "what happened between you and chase?" Blah blah blah.

Chase😖😢: do you think we should go live, and tell fans what's going on?

Rose😦☹: sure? But don't get scared when you see my ugly face, I've been crying so much.

Chase went live and sent you an invite.

I clicked on it and he requested me to be in it. I clicked accept and yeah. My nose was red, my eyes were red and watery.

"So, making our breakup public." He said. He looked like he had been crying too.

"What happened was, well-"

"Chase cheated on me with Cynthia, I forgave him. He said he was sorry and that he would do anything to be with me, we were fake dating at playlist, but then I forgave him, and he wanted to be real again. And I said yes. He said he would never hurt me. Blah blah blah, some other lies. And then he texted me saying we shouldn't be together blah blah blah. And yeah, oh also I nearly committed suicide because of chase and Cynthia, but not like chase cared anyways." I explained crying.

All the comments were

Aww

I feel so bad

My heart brooo

Chase done fucked up boi

Rose didn't deserve him

Fuck you chase

Damm

Tea?!?

"Rose i-"

"Bro I'm in painn, you don't know how bad my life will be without you. I hate myself! Because you broke my heart, and I still love you." I say more tears streaming down my face.

"Rose,you don't understand  I HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE AND YOUR IN TH-" he says raising his voice.

"DON'T you fucking yell at me." I yell at him.

The comments rolling in.

Aww broo

Chase i hate you

Rose is in pain, you can see it in her eyes.

My heart is hurting so badddd

"I would of put you in more pain if I stayed with you rose, I was still talking to Cynthia when I said I told her to stay away from me. I lied rose, and I didn't want to put you through pain."

"No, I loved you chase. You don't fucking get it okay. I would legit die for you. Or put myself in danger for you. When I think of you I think paradise, safe, calming, loving and caring and stuff." I say tears still running down my face

"Rose, I still love you i-" he says but I cut him off

"Fuck you." I cry pressing exit. I just cried.

Ant🐜: can we face time? I wanna know what happened so I can be there for you💗

Rose⚘: k

Incoming face-time from ant🐜

"Aww, baby cakes." He pouts seeing my face.

He was shirtless with his hair all floppy and parted down the middle.

"So what happened?" He frowns

Blah blah chase blah blah lies blah blah blah hurting blah blah blah live blah blah blah yelling blah

"I hate chase." He frowns at me. "And the worst thing is, I still love him. It's like once you've loved someone it can't just go say a like that. Even if they've broken your heart, you still have feelings for them and that's how I feel about chase. Yes, he broke up with me and lied, Yes, I still have feelings for him, and knowing that he doesn't love me back, hurts." I say still crying.

"I know, you'll get over him one day. And I hope that person you find will treat you with respect and show their love to you, have a nice sleep rose, just know I'm here for you okay. I love you, don't think about chase okay." Anthony says smiling.

"Love you too ant." I say, and with that we need the call and I fall asleep

Next day

Payton was texting me heaps. It was fricking 4 in the morning.

Payt😋: rose
Rose
ROSE!
Answer me
Bitch answer me!
Omg, get yo ass up boi
Wakeee uuuppppp
Brooooo
Ughhhhh

Rose: wtf do u want payton, it's four in the morning and I haven't had sleep for the last few days!!!

Payt😋: I'm coming over today

Rose: you couldn't of told me when it's not fucking 4 in the morning!

Payt😋: No, you no I'm difficult, but like I didn't sleep and I just made my mind up now that I'm coming over today.

Rose: holy fuck payton! Goodnight, see you when you get here xox

Payt😋: I might get there when you're still sleeping tho xoxo see ya

Rose: 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♂️💞

Fuck!😑 lol, paytons gotta be sooo annoying.

Hey guys, I'm in the process of making a payton story, I'm figuring out how it starts, ahhh. But Yeah , I have no idea where this story is going? I might end this book soon? Anyway, soz for the shitty short chapter. Peacee✌