i immerse myself in a sea full of self-doubts, weaknesses and insecurities.
but i run into you right away.
you are that unexpected wave that shakes my crystal soul to just tear it apart.
you always knew that crystal can open the deepest of wounds.
i try so hard to reach the surface but i break.
i break completely.
my attempt to choose myself instead of you is not working
and the odds of putting the pieces of my soul together
that are being scattered by the now troubled waters are very low.
the tide drags me towards the seabed and my last thought is −i should've never taken a dip.
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Ephemeral Stars
Poetrythis is a journey through the stars; a short series of ephemeral thoughts. © february 2019