TW: Loop nightmare
I sit up quickly, my nightmare still fresh in my mind. I try to calm down, but my body just keeps shaking. I try to keep my crying to a minimum, hoping not to wake anyone. I hear my mom's footsteps near my door. I don't try to shut up, knowing that my mom is very caring and understanding and would stay with me until I could go back to sleep. But, when she opens the door and I look at her, she seems mad. "Mikayla Lopez Levine." my mom says in a stern voice. I try not to flinch, seeing as I don't particularly want to go by that name anymore because it doesn't match my personality. "You woke me up." my mom says, an unusual tint of aggressive anger latched onto every word as she steps into my room. Her eyes glow an unusual red as she...raises a hand at me? She brings it down full force but then,
I sit up quickly, my old nightmare still fresh in my mind. I'm confused as to what just happened and, just as I am beginning to calm down, something jumps in front of my face. I start screaming.
I sit up quickly, my nighmares still fresh in my mind. I realized that I am in a loop dream and I don't know how to get out of it. I am suddenly very paranoid. I turn my head and see momo standing right outside my door. I scream again.
I sit up quickly, my nightmares still fresh in my mind. I start screaming and screaming. Then I look around and I see my friends all dead. Surrounding me, with blank stares, whispering over and over at the same time, "You could've saved us." I scream again.
I sit up quickly, but this time I'm in utter darkness. Whispers surrounding me, but I don't know where their coming from. I listen to them.
"She's disgusting."
"Attention seeker."
"Wanna be."
"Clingy."
"Stuck up."
"Selfish."
And much more. Words that reflect my inner criticism are thrown at me. One after another until I'm buried in them. I'm suffocating. Drowning.
My eyes fly open as my alarm goes off. I sit up, look around the room. For once, I'm glad that it's morning.
