hate : daniel

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suddenly, this jealousy of mine ivades me. again.

ewan ko ba, seems like she's really into jihoon. i can't teach myself not to like her, anyways. dapat nang makuntento na nakakasama ko siya kahit 'di naman sa 'kin ang atensyon niya. okay na ako ro'n pero bakit gano'n?

why did i suddenly felt selfish whenever she's with me?

dahil ba sa nararamdaman ko o mas nahuhulog na ako?

oo, tama. hulog na ako. hulog na ako sa taong may ibang gusto.

and that part hurts the most. having a one sided love. loving someone who can't never be yours. i should've stop at the first place. but, i can't. i won't stop.

a part of me is telling that i can still like her. seems like she's just showing some cheerful vibes to jihoon.

well, somi is like that, too. so, i will fight for mila. i will fight for my feelings.

i will do my best if mila's the exchange of all this sufferings and jealousy.

"mila, nandito na yung bus." sabi ko sa kan'ya pagkatapos niyang i-cut ang tawag.

she just looked at me and gasped.

"hala, sorry! 'di ko napansin. ano, tara na?" inaayos niya ang mga takas ng hibla ng buhok papunta sa likod ng kaniyang kanang tainga.

"ah, ano, mila. baka mainis ka, kasi 'di na pupunta sila daehwi sa bahay mamaya. lahat sila kaya baka tayong dalawa na lang. i'm sorry if i didn't say it to you a while ago. busy ka kasi, e." busy kay jihoon, haha.

i sounded bitter in that part. ah, daniel. don't be.

"uhm, naulan, e. malayo pa bahay ko, p'wede bang tumambay muna sa inyo?" for real? then, shit! you can, mila. kahit doon kana tumira habang buhay, welcome na welcome ka.

"okay lang ba sa'yo?" you asked for the second time. my eyes blinked.

she really wants to come in my house. why, mila? why are you making me crazy over you?

"ah, oo, okay lang naman." i said directly. wala ng pa-hard to get, daniel! sunggab na agad! this is the chance, boi. grab it.

"oh, edi tara na!" she giggled. i only chuckled at her expression, kinuha ko ang mga plastic bag na puno ng snacks mula sa kaniya and guided her inside the bus.

we sat near the window. she sighed.

"pagod kana ba? sorry, nabasa ka pa ng ulan kanina. mianhae." i apologized for what i did. ako itong lalaki tapos ako pa yung nahuli ng dating. gininaw siguro si mila kanina.

nagsimula na ang biyahe namin. her eyes were staring at the nature's view. and i find it really beautiful. mila and the nature is a good thing to watch.

dahil sa boredom ay chinat ko muna si guanlin.

lailailin
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daniel: guan?

lailailin: yez sir?

daniel: bakit niyo plinano 'to? 'di ako makahinga ng maayos!!!

lailailin: luh bobo ka ba? hindi naman hika si mila, ah? bonak ka, hyung. BONAK! HAHAHAHAHA

daniel: wala kang kwenta bobo!

lailailin: bOOOooOOo, kilig na naman abs mo HAHAHAHAHA paki ko kung bobo ako? atleast, gusto ako ng gusto ko. e, ikaw? ayyyyyy nadulas