Soulmates

9

Yes ! two updates today ! I have inspiration right now and I don't want to miss it !
Hope you'll enjoy !

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Forth POV

This is Friday night.

I've been waiting for this all week.

We are sitting at our usual table with Park, Lam, Beam and some other engineering guy.

« So Forth ! You never told us that you like someone ! This is a first ! I never saw you liking someone ! This is so exciting »

Lam is looking at me with a smirk.

How do everyone knows about this ? I am pretty sure I never told anyone, especially Wayo. How did he discover it ?

I discretely make a glance at the guy they are talking about, but he seems uninterested.

I knew it, but still. It hurt

« No need to talk about it. I have no chance. End of the story»

« Come on ! You are Forth Jaturapoom. The former engineering moon ! And second at the campus competition. You can have anyone! »

Sadly, I can't. Especially if the person is a guy, who is completely straight, and hook up with girls almost every night.

« Even I can't win this time »

« Who is she ? Tell us »

« I will not tell you. »

« Oh Forth ! Pleease ! Tell us something ! just one think about her ! »

I try so hard not to look at him right now. I want to see how he react. I can't help but hope he have just a little reaction. Something. Just to make me hope.

« Ok just one thing. This is the most beautiful person I have even seen »

« Oooooiiiii »

I can hear my friend laugh and mock me. But all I care is that Beam is no longer at the table. He just left at the bar to order some drink.

{ Two hours later }

Something is wrong tonight. First, he usually take one or two drink of alcohol, not more. And tonight, he took 8 already.
Secondly, he seems down, sad.

« Are you alright ? »

I put my hand on his shoulder, and he jump a little.

« Of course ! I am N-not frunk. I me-ean drunk.»

Suddently, he stood up.

« I will find myself a girl. Tonight ! »

When everyone is laughing at him, I froze, chocked by what I just heard.

No way. He never did this. I know he flirt with girl when he come here, but he never did it in front of me before. He always say that Friday night is for buddy only.

What is happening ? Why the sudden change ?

I quickly grab his arm and make him seat down and look at me

« What are you doing ? You're drunk ! Let's go, I'm taking you home »

No way in hell I am gonna stay here watching you flirt with someone.

« I don't wa-ant to »

Now, I'm seriously annoyed.

« I said. Let's go. Now »

I don't let him the choice to run away. I waved good by at my friend, firmly grab his arm and take him outside.

« Forth wait ! I can't keep up »

I am now dragging him behind me to his dorm which is two block away. I am too angry to listened to him.

What's wrong with him today ? This is too strange.

As we enter the elevator of his building, I finally take a look at him. He seems very lost right now. He is looking at me doubtfully.

I don't care.

We are now in front of his door.

« Give me your keys »

He did not move bit.

I put my hand in his pocket, grab them and open the door. I push him inside, and closed the door

At this moment, I realized where I was. I am in his room. With him. Just us.
This is the first time I am allowed in there. But I have no time to enjoy it. I look at him and All of my anger suddently went away.

« What's going on with you ? » I ask

He is standing in front of his window, His back facing me. I can't see his face but I can hear him mumbling something.

« Why can't it be me ? What can't he love me ? I don't understand ... »

Did he just said « he » ?

« Beam, What are you talking about ? »

He jump and turn around to face me. I think he forgot I was still here. He look shocked, and I see tears fill his eyes

« Am I ugly ? »

I don't know what to answer.

"To me, you are the most beautiful person in the world"

« Of course not. Stop saying nonsense »

as he speaks, he walks towards me until he stands right in front of me, his eyes staring intensely at mine.

« So why can't you love me ? What do you need ? I can do anything... »

It was a whisper but I heard it clearly.

Silence .

This is it. I can't take it anymore.

I grabbed his head in my hands and kissed him. I kissed him like it was the last time, and It probably will be. He tried to resiste but I'm stronger than him. Oh this is so good. the feeling is just magic. I feel like melting the moment I sense him respond my kiss with hunger.

A thrill runs trough my body. I gently put my left hand in the lower back, and slip under his t-shirt. I hear him moaning in my mouth. I quickly remove his t-shirt and I feel his hands lift mine. our mouths separate a few seconds to remove them and I take the opportunity to watch him. He is so beautiful. his lips are red, and his eyes captivate me. I snap and throw myself on him again, kissing him again and again. I lay on the bed and began to lower my mouth down his neck, then to his chest.

« Umm »

I don't know who he is, but I will make you forget him. I am way better, you'll see.

I know you think I'm him right now, you are too drunk to notice but I don't care. I can't think straight.

Maybe I'll be regretting this in the morning, but right now i just want you.

Tonight, you are with me.

Tonight, you are in my arms.

And tomorrow, I don't plan to make you go

From now on, you are mine.