Soulmates

20

KIT POV

- Kit ? Why are you crying ? Forth asked me

I am crying? Oh .. yes I am. I stood up and without a word, run after him.

I follow them by far. I want to be sure about what I think .. and I have no courage at all ...

I can see Yo and Ming heading to the gym. Ming put his outfit and ... He is just ... Wow.

Nevermind...

He head himself to the punching ball.

At first, he hit it strong but normally. Little by little he became more aggressive, desperate. He is mumbling some world that I don't understand... Until he says it louder

- Why. Can't I. Just. Be. Happy. Once !

It break my heart. I don't want him to be like this, especially not for me.
Is it because of me ?

I can see Wayo sitting not far, worried.

- Ming ! Calm down !
- I can't ! You can't understand what I feel right now !
- Wow. That's mean.
- sorry I didn't mean to... Fuck. I am so helpless.
- It will be ok. I swear.
- "I am not and will never be interested in you. You are arrogant, pretentious, to confident." How can I be ok ?

Oh my God.

- he didn't mean it ! I am sure he didn't

Thank you Yo ! I am the worst person ever, but you help me anyway...

- Am I really like this ? Do I look like I flirt with anyone ? 
- No ! Of course not ! It's just ... You have a lot of people running after you so maybe he misunderstood...
- but I never flirt with any of them, you know that !
- I know ! But kit doesn't know you like I do ! Give him time. He will came back to you, I am sure.
- I don't want to wait anymore. Every fucking minutes without him is torture.
- Yes I know. But can you suffer a little if it mean that you will be together until the end ?
- I ... I can. You are right. I will wait. But I need to evacuate my frustration until then. So move. I need to punch something.

Wayo left and Ming continued to punch the punching ball more strongly.

And I, I am just frozen in place. There is too much information to process. After several minutes, I decide to came back to my University.

I couldn't concentrate all day. I didn't talk to anyone and came to my dorms right after class

Think Kit. How can you fix this ?

I need Beam. He is with forth right now, and they look happy. Maybe he can help. I texted him and I waited.

"I am coming with forth. You will need our help."

As I read the text, I sight. At that point, I don't care who's coming...

Twenty minutes later, they are both in my room, sitting on the bed. And I told them everything.
After my speech, they look at each other embarrassed.

"What ? Is it that bad ?"

"Honestly? Yes. But I did worst with forth and he forgave me so, you still have a chance ... I think. But First, you need to know what you want from him. Do you want him to be your friend ? Or more ?"

I bit my lips hard.

"I don't know"
They now are looking at me with black eyes.

Please. Who am I kidding here ?

" Ok ok ! More. Much more"

"Finally ! We can work now ! And I have an idea !"

Oh no. I don't like the look on his face right now.

Ming POV

I spend all afternoon at the gym, I am exhausted. But no matter how hard I punch, he is still in my mind.

I thought it will be easy : find my soulmate, a lot of love. And that it. Happy ever after. I am too naive.

After the shower I took, I am heading to my dorm when I saw a girl from my class. Seems like she is waiting for me.

" Humm Hi Ming"

"Hi." I don't remember her name.

She looked at me in the eyes and hands me a letter.

" Please, read this. By"

And she left, running.

Well, I didn't need this. But, a least she is interested in me.

In my room, I open the letter. There is a number and an confession. Right, her name is star. I remember now. She is kinda cute. Not as cute as Kit but ... Cute.
At least, she wants me. She likes me.

I am so tired of waiting. I have the right to be happy. Soulmate or not.

As I fall asleep, and for the first time of my life, I consider my life without him.

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Sorry, this is a short chapter but I thought the last one was not totally finished, so I added this part. 😘