Soulmates

10

Forth POV

When I woke up, I was alone.

I can't help but smile.

Yesterday was amazing. We didn't go all the way, he was too drunk for this and I don't want our first time happened like that

But still. Every touch, every kiss was amazing. I waited so long for it. Even if it wasn't meant for me.

Right, I forgot about that. My smile instantly faded away.

He is not here, which means, he knows It was me, and not the one he wanted.

Arg. I hate this. I hate this guy. Wait, I thought he was straight ? But I clearly heard him say « he » yesterday. And ... I mean... I am a guy and he let me ...

I shoke my head to put myself together. I look around me, searching for a note he could have left but there is nothing. I sight.

My 10 second of happiness just turn into fear. Will he hate me ? What's going to happen ?

I am so afraid. But, I have no choice. I have to take responsibility for what I have done.

Hope he will not hate me.

Beam POV

I hate him so much right now.

I can't remember all the night, I keep having flashback of me and Forth ..

We are now Monday, and I can't stop thinking about this.

I had to come back home on Saturday morning not to face him. My parents was a little surprise because it was the first time in month that I come back, but I needed space. I want so much to forget him. Why can't I ? It's been almost a year now ! What is so good about him that my heart can't stop beating loudly every time I think of him?

I mean, I know obviously. He is handsome, charming, He has a great body, and now I know that he has a tattoo of a dragon on his chest. Arrgg. Why do you have to be this sexy ?

And this Friday night, I kept drinking.. « the most beautiful person » my ass. I am beautiful too, girl tells me all the time.

If you like her that much, just be with her. I don't care

Who am I trying to fool here. As if my heart was not already broken by it. It was my fault to think I could fix it with alcohol. Because of it, it happened.

Did it really happen ? I mean, yes obviously. We were half naked sleeping on my bed.

I hope we didn't do much ... I mean, yes I want to. But not like this.

Oh god, I must had force myself to him, there is no other explanation. Why did I do ? What did I say ?

I can't face him.

« Beam ? »

I look at the person who called my name

« What ? »

« You're spacing out. The teacher is watching you »

Oh. That's right . I was so focus on Forth that I forgot where I am right now. I am in class, seating next to phana and the teacher keep glaring at me. Damn Forth, It is all because of you.

« Sorry » I wispered to Phana

« Did something happen ? »

Keep calm

« No, nothing why ? »

He seems to analyse me. Is it showing in my face ?

« Ok. Forth just text me. He want us to eat at the engineering faculty »

« No »

I said it to fast. Now he's frowning

« Why ? You usually go there often. And I want to go .. maybe he will be there »

Right, Wayo, the rainbow guy. He keeps talking about him non stop. Enough already.

« He is staying with Forth too much, I don't like it. And I don't like the way Forth talk about him »

I can feel my face slowly burst from anger. I squeezed my fist under the table.

I have to make a choice. What should I do now ?

Should I avoid him ? But if I do, he will finally end up with someone. Maybe Wayo.

Should I go there and try to prevent it ? But what can I do ? Suddenly, I come up with an idea. It already worked, it can work again.

« Ok, let's go there. »