Soulmates

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Beam POV

I am so shocked. After a few second of blank, I can feel myself smiling like crazy.

« Really ? Are you for real ? »

He is not looking at me, he is looking at his shoes mumbling some word I find hard to understand and then he spoke up a little louder

« I know it is sudden, I should have told you sooner, but I didn't know you can be into guys so I shout myself up ... »

« Since when ? »

I am trembling right know, I don't know what is happening to my body, I am so hot. I restrain myself to jump on him because I need answer. I want to know more, I need to process.

« Since the moment I saw you for the first time. I don't know, something happened to me I couldn't look away ... please stop torturing me like this ... »

He looked so frighten and sad that I let go of his arm that I forgot I was still holding

Ok Beam. Time to be brave.

« Do you want to know who is the guy that I love ? »

« Yes ! No ! I don't know ... I don't thing I could take it ... please, I am sorry for all I did to you that night, I shouldn't have. I was hurt and angry, I know it doesn't justify what I did. Please forgive me ! I promess not to bother you anymore, I will just stay away from your life, I can do it »

« Really ? Are you able to stay away from me ? Look at me ! In the eyes ! »

His eyes locked up to mine.

Oh gosh. How do you have this effect on me ?

« Because I can't. I can't stay away from you so, don't you dare leave me. Do you understand ? »

I can see him lost.

Ok Beam you can do better than that.

I slowly came closer to him and kiss his lips gently. I dreamed of it so many time, and it is better that I ever imagine. It's warm and soft. I never felt like this with anyone. I feel like I will never be able to love someone else. He did not respond to the kiss so I slowly pull back

When I looked at him again, I saw him froze.

« Now, do you want to know who is the man that I love ?  The only person who is stuck In my mind all day and night since the first time I saw him ? That I tried to forget with girl but never could ? The most amazing, handsome, funny, perfect guy I ever met ? » I said that with a big smile, still looking at him to see his reaction.

In his eyes, I saw everything : shocked, lost thoughtful, surprised and I saw it. The moment he understood what I meant.

« You ... »

« Yes »

« For me ? »

« Yes »

He was about to come closer to me but he stopped, I don't know why.

I panicked a little before he spoke.

He looked so determined.

« Just before I jump on you and kiss you, I have to warn you. »

My heart stopped and I could feel my heat come to my cheeks.

« Ok »

« I am not nice. I am jealous, possessive and very fierce. »

« I know »

« You will never leave me. Ever. Because I will not be able to bear it do you understand? »

« Forth ... »

« You will be stuck with me. For long. Because I will  never ever let you go. Are you ok with this ? »

« Yes. If you are ok with me ? » i said not to sure of myself.

The moment after, his lips were hungrily crushing mine. I respond immediately. It was like I was finally breathing fine, like all my life, I lacked of air. Now I know I lacked of him.
He grab my thighs, sat me on the table and deppen the kiss. I gladly respond by grabbing his waist so he can come closer to me and suddently, he broke the kiss, breathing heavily.

« Beam ... I can't .. I will not .. able to stop myself... I want you so much ... »

I wanted more of him. Finally, I have him. The man of my dream, but we are not alone. We are on the campus. Not good.

« Come to my place »

I could here a sound coming from him , like a growl maybe ? His head was on my shoulder, I could feel he was trying to calm down.

« oh Beam .. what are you doing to me ? »

I start to caress his hair gently to calm him down, smiling like a child

« Forth ... we have plenty of time. I will not let you go, I promise. »

I could hear him breath from the pleasure of my hand caressing his hair.

« I love you Beam. So much »

« I love you too »