first i love you.

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van:

van was about to go on stage. he grabbed you by your waist as he kissed you passionately and then placed his forehead on yours, looking at your eyes "wish me luck, babe."
"you know you don't need it, angel face." you said with a playful smile
a laugh came out of his lips, he pulled you even closer and kissed you once again, with his hands now on both of your cheeks.
"i fucking love you."
"wait what?" you had a surprised look on your face, but it didn't worried him at all. after all, he knew you loved him too. "what did you say?"
"i said..." he replied slowly, kissing the tip of your nose quickly "i fucking love you."
"van c'mon you have to go!" larry said, van just looked at him and nodded.
"i fucking love you too, mccann." he smiled widely when he heard you saying it back, you kissed him and you both smiled against the kiss "now good luck rockstar!"

bob:

"hey bob, i was just wondering..." you said entering the room with a smile and immediately noticing him next to his drum set "when are going to teach me how to play? you promised, remember?"
he chuckled shyly and nodded, sitting down on the stool "right now?"
"if you insist" you replied and suddenly sat on his lap "great way to spend time with the love of your life and me at the same time, innit?" he just laughed and handed you the pair of sticks.
after a few minutes or maybe hours bob was actually very proud of his work "i think that's enough for today, yeah?" you said as you finished playing a little song he taught you and looked at him, still sitting down  on his lap.
"would you find it offensive if i told you that i'm very impressed?"
"nahh" you chuckled "i'm feeling so great about myself right now that i feel like nothing could ever beat me!"
"you're always asking me how i feel on stage..." he said while looking at your hand and lacing his fingers with yours "that's how i feel, even on most bad nights."
you looked at him with a warm smile on your lips "i love when you hold me like this, i really do." he didn't said a word and just kissed your cheek while resting his chin on your shoulder.
"and i love you."
you slowly turned to face him, almost wrapping your legs around his hip and without thinking twice, kissed his lips slowly and passionately.
"i love you too." you said it back, looking straight to his beautiful blue eyes.

bondy:

"hey! that's my job, doll" he said as he noticed you already getting undressed while laying on the bed "yours is to lay here and look pretty."
you laughed as you were watching him taking off his shirt "c'mon! get over here!" he laughed a little and got on top of you, kissing your lips passionately and running his fingers through your hair. you already could feel the entire room getting hotter.
suddenly, you got on top of him with one quickly movement and started leaving wet kisses/hickeys/love bites on his naked neck all the way to his stomach.
"fuck..." he whispered "hey... look at me"
"what?" you looked up to me
"i love you"
at first you were surprised. i mean... who wouldn't be?
"really?"
"yep"
"no fucking way!" you were smiling ear to ear "guess what? i fucking love you too!"
you both laughed with pure happiness and of course, started making out again, finishing what you started.

benji:

you heard benji slam the door angrily as you walked straight to your bedroom.
"for the thousandth time! i wasn't flirting with that girl!" he said walking in and sitting next to you in your bed "you don't have to act like this babe... she was probably just looking at me because i'm in the band!"
"you really think i'm that blind? i see now that you don't even fucking care that she was literally eating you with her eyes right there in front of me!" you pointed at him with a look of disbelief in your face.
"no, i don't fucking care!" he said loudly
you looked at him and stayed silent for about 5 minutes, thinking about what to say. actually, there was a lot of things you wanted to say but knew (or thought) you couldn't.
"i don't even know why i care" you said now trying to keep calm "it's not like we're dating, it's just a fucking fling."
you wish you could take your words back as soon as you saw the look in his face. he was hurt.
"you know what? maybe i should just fucking leave." he quickly made the move to turn around and leave, but you stopped him.
"benji wait!"
"what?"
"don't leave."
and once again, you kept looking at each other in silent for a couple minutes. all you wanted was to know what he was thinking about.
"i could never leave you" he finally said, placing his hands in both of your cheeks "because i fucking love you."
you smiled softly and hugged him tight, glad that the stupid fight was over. and well, the one you loved just confessed he loved you as well "i love you too."

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hello there! i'm finally back!!
sorry about the SUPER late update, i just had the most busy&amazing 2 weeks of my life :")
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