Heart Full of Nothing

Love is Confusing

One day later

Things have been really good between me and Lannan. We have been hanging out a lot more and more. The only problem is Brian. Brian has been my best friend since birth. I have liked him since 5th grade when he had a glow up. I have watched him date other girls for years on end. And, now, I have Lannan. I know he is dating Ilsa. I like Ilsa, don't get me wrong, but, I also like Lannan. I am so confuzzeld!(confused) i knew my best option was to talk to Kath. I grab my phone and bag and am about to leave when I bet a text.

Brian- Can you meet me at my place? There is something i need to tell you.

Me- 👌

I turn off my phone. And grab my keys. I get into my 1967,black, Chevy, Impala and listen to the engine purr and roar to life as I drive over to his apartment. (Picture of the car above)

I knock on his door and he answers and hugs me nervously. "Please, sit. Would you like some water?" He asks. "I'm good, Brian, what is this about?"

"Right, there is something I need to tell you."

"I'm all ears."

"I have liked you, for a while."

"Are you kidding right now?"

"No,"

"I have liked you, since 5th grade! I spent all my years watching you date other girls and talking about it in my face. About how you had your first kiss. I spent so much time waiting if I could be that girl! I finally get over you and meet a really nice and finny guy, and you tell me this! Brian, look, you are my best friend but you had your shot since 5th grade! Next time rear the hints!" I grab my bag and walk out. He is such an idjit and assbutt. I go home and grab a beer. I sit down and turn on the tv. I turn on Supernatural, I was at the episode (spoilers) Where Sam gets his soul back but doesn't remember hell because their was a fake wall blocking out those memories but he ends up breaking the wall and almost dies. I was supper happy when Castiel came on the screen. I used to have this joke that Sam Winchester was my husband and we had four sons: Gabriel (an arch angel) Lucifer (also known as an angel but a fallen one) Castiel (an angel but not arch angel) and Jack (half human half angel but mostly angel). Yeah, I was supper happy. Supernatural was a scary show and I love scary things so I was down. Suddenly I heard something move. Something, fall? I got up and grabbed the salt. I made a salt circle around me and continued watching.

I heard my phone ring. I jumped at the noise. I picked if up and Elliott was calling, "Hey."

"Hey, El. Do you want to be in our new click video? Kath is sick so you will be partnered with Lannan."

"Yeah, I'm down. may I ask, though, what is the video about?"